poetry I write while mentally ill in college

is it fucked up that i wrote this about running?

You left me alone.
When things were supposed
To be okay.
You ran away.
When I thought
I could be happy.

But.

You had my back.
When the world ended
You were there.

And then.

You flew.
When the sky brightened
And I could again see the stars.
I was all alone again.
When I strong enough
To be alone.

Now.

You're gone.
When I'm scared
And desperate.
Come back.
Because I don't
Know how to be alone.