Destined To A Star | SaTzu

eighty-nine

Flashback

Just as Sana went to the hospital, she immediately ask for where his room is. She was running to the stairs with a nervous face. She was so nervous since earlier, thinking it was her fault why Yuta is here. Yuta's friend said he was drunk that time and he got hit by a car.

All this time Yuta was just waiting. He has been waiting for a 1 year for Sana to love him back. He knows that until now, he still loves Tzuyu. He could see into her eyes how she looked at Tzuyu, those looks that she couldn't do with him. It's okay for him to just be her boyfriend, he can hold her in her arms but not her heart. It's really like that when you love someone, even if it hurts, you're still okay with it.

Yuta have committed suicide and that's why Sana felt guilty because all this time it was her fault, they fought because of Tzuyu. She loves Tzuyu but for now she thinks she is already too late.

Sana knows that she has no hope for Tzuyu anymore. All she knew was Tzuyu and Elkie are already dating.  But it's true that she loved Yuta, in one year of being together, can't you fall for that? It's just that it's not like her love for Tzuyu.

After one year of waiting for Tzuyu after one year of not moving on, maybe now is the right time. She will give Yuta her time, her attention, her heart. Maybe she would have fixed herself if she had turned her attention to  the others.

As she reached the floor she didn't hesitate to run through the said room. There she saw Yuta laying on the hospital bed unconsciously. She also saw his friend sitting not far away from him.

"He left a word when I last saw him."Winwin spoken up as Sana stood right besides Yuta
"Here take a sit."Winwin said when he get a chair and gave it to Sana

"Thank you."Sana said as she held Yuta's hands

"He was finding you when you left him, He's too much in love with you."Winwin said, Sana turn to face him with a sad face

"I know it's my fault why he's here right now."Sana said as her tears started to form though her face

"No, Sana. It was no ones fault."Winwin assured
"It was an accident, no one liked that to happen."Winwin continued

"But still I'm the reason why he's being like that."Sana said
"We fought because of Tzuyu again."Sana continued

"You still love her?."Winwin asked, but Sana didn't answer
"I know I'm not in the right place to interfere but please consider Yuta's feelings too, he's also hurting."Winwin said, little did she know that Winwin has a hidden feelings for her boyfriend that's why he came with Yuta here in Korea

"I love Yuta."Sana said which made Winwin felt happy, at the same time sad, he's happy for Yuta now that Sana finally loved her back, he's sad because he doesn't have hope for him anymore, but he doesn't mind it as long as Yuta is happy, he is okay with that

"I'm happy with that, his wished finally granted. After a long years, you finally loved him back."Winwin said with full of smile, he's indeed happy

"Is.. Is it true?."Yuta suddenly spoken up, taken them aback, Sana nodded and kissed his cheek

"I love you Yuta, don't do this again anymore. I don't want to see you like this."Sana said as Yuta can't help but to feel emotional, hearing it for the one he truly loves for almost a years, yes years he's been in love with Sana since then, since they become classmates

"I'll keep going."Winwin excuses himself, but before he face his back he didn't realize that a small tear suddenly fall from his cheeks, he went outside and wiped off his tears

"I love you too Sana."Yuta said as Sana gave him a tight embrace

"I hope you chose me because you love me not because you chose me because you feel pity for me."Yuta thought while hugging Sana

End of Flashback

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At the apartment.

"How was Yuta, Sana ya? Is he okay now?."Momo asked

"He is okay now, I will went to the hospital later on."Sana said as the two nodded their heads

"By the way are you okay earlier? You seems not okay when Elkie came with Tzuyu and also do you want to go with us later dinner time?."Mina asked and smirked at her last sentence

"I'm okay, how can you say that I'm not?."Sana asked raising her two brows

"Never mind that, so now are you going with us?."Mina asked once again, but Sana shook her head

"I don't want to, Yuta needs me."Sana answered which made the two look at each other

"Also, I need to take some space with Tzuyu."She thought

"Why you don't want to go with us? You're getting suspicious and suspicious time by time."Momo said as Mina stare at her with a pressed lips.
"It's true though, if you already move on then you will come with us without being distracted by Tzuyu."Momo added

"Sana chan, Yuta is a good guy. I hope your feelings for him is true. If you really love him, prove it. I won't interfere anymore, I'm just saying. I don't want someone to be hurt again. Yuta is like a brother for us also."Mina said patting Sana's back

"I do loved him, Minari don't worry about that, I want to give my attention to him, only him that's why I want some space from Tzuyu."Sana said

"You want some space from Tzuyu because you don't want her to get your attention? Even though she's not doing anything, just sitting far away from you, your being affected and your getting jealous whenever she have someone with her. Stop lying, Sana."Momo said which made Sana got silent

"I.. I know I don't have hopes for Tzuyu, she is already dating Elkie what else do you want me to do? To sit here and wait for her attention to got into me? I'm sick of waiting she's the one who ruin our relationship, but why did I need to suffer like this, she acts like nothing was happen between us."Sana paused as she took a deep breath
"Can't I be happy with Yuta? why do you always insist that Tzuyu is still the one that I love."Sana said

"Because that's what we saw Sana."Momo said

"We just wanted the best for you Sana chan, we don't want you to be hurt at the end.... again."Mina said

"What do you think your doing? It also hurt me that my friends can't accept my decisions."Sana said as the two lowered down their heads

"Were sorry, Sana chan."Mina said

"I need to go."Sana said, leaving her two friends dumbfounded