Dearest ____,
Years have passed by, but I cannot forget. I've tried to get over you, but I can't. Why did it have to be you? I would have much rather have my life taken instead of yours. I was so excited to see you, I vividly remember combing my hair, haha. I went to the market to purchase a sweet scent, I wanted you to remember me by it. For you to be in my embrace, taking in the hints of vanilla wood and flora. I know vanilla is your favourite, I was planning to get you a vanilla flavoured cake with a bouquet of flowers on your birthday, just so you could remember that day. Haha, silly right? Maybe I should've made that effort before, because now, what do you have to remember me by? I know I've failed as your lover, I know I promised I'd never hurt you ever.. does this count? Does the fact that you'll never know I cared hurt you? Will it linger with you forever? Haha. I dont know why I'm laughing. I remember wanting you to come back so bad just to hug you, to kiss you, and to make love to you, but now I'd much rather prefer if you were alive with no memory of me. It's my fault for not saving you. Please remember me, I beg of you to remember me.
I love you
