"Does this make you uncomfortable?""No, of course not."
"Don't lie."
"I'm fine."
Jeongguk chuckles softly as he watches Taehyung tie off the final knot in the ropes wrapped around his wrists.
"I think this will make it easier...the sex part." Taehyung says before sitting back on his heels. "You can't touch me but it's sexy, y'know? It's part of the game and I make all the rules."
"I get it, baby." Jeongguk says in understanding. Whenever he used that pet name with Taehyung it was never sexual or suggestive in anyway. He always said it in a sweet and attentive manner. Like he meant wholeheartedly that Taehyung was his baby.
Taehyung couldn't tell if it was a part in his training or if it was genuine.
"It's too much for the first time, isn't it?" Taehyung asks deflating a little. "It's way too kinky."
"I think it'd be good for you." Jeongguk says. "It'd return some of the control that you fear you're losing."
"What if he doesn't like it?"
"I'm sure he'd consider it if you asked."
Taehyung nods, looking down at his hands as he contemplates for a moment.
"Thinking about it being the first time adds too much pressure." Jeongguk says. "It's not your first time being intimate with Namjoon."
"It's the first time since I told him...y'know?" Taehyung asks, Jeongguk nods. "And he hasn't initiated anything since I told him."
"Because he respects your boundaries." Jeongguk says. "That's a good thing, baby."
Taehyung rolls his eyes a little. "I hope it is."
Jeongguk smiles softly looking over at the clock on the wall. "Let's try one more thing before you go, whatever you want."
"Okay..." Taehyung trails off in thought. "Maybe we can finish what we were trying at the end of yesterday's session."
"Okay." Jeongguk nods as Taehyung stands to undress. "Take your time. There's no rush."
"I'm not rushing." Taehyung chuckles. "I just don't want to run out of time again."
"You're gonna leave me tied up here?" The other asks lifting his head. "How am I supposed to help?"
"I don't want your help today." Taehyung says as he shyly takes his jeans off.
"Okay." Jeongguk chuckles, still trying to keep his composure as Taehyung climbs onto the bed. "Just tell me what you need from me. I'm here for you, that's the only reason I'm here~"
"You always start to ramble when you're turned on." Taehyung states shamelessly as he straddles Jeongguk.
"So you've said," He says looking up in embarrassment. "Sorry, it's just~"
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Begging Me To Beg For You (vkook)
Fanfiction"You can keep telling yourself it's going to work out, and that everything will be fine, but it's just an endless loop. An endless loop of you begging him to beg for you." ~ Jeon Jeongguk falls in love with his surrogate partner Kim Taehyung. ~ Bas...