𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙻

Pt.18

[Riley]

I put on my clothes which was just some black ripped jeans and that black revenge hoodie Jahseh gave me. I walked out the bathroom to see Mariah looking mad as fuck.

"You good girl" I asked.

"Yeah I'm fine" She said and turned to me.

"Isn't that X's hoodie" Riah said pointing to the hoodie.

"Yeah. Why"

"None it's just you gotta be very careful now" She said.

"What are you talking about" I asked. She sighed before continuing.

"You barely been here and you don't know what goes down here. You know what never mind, I shouldn't have said anything" She said.

That was weird but I'm not going to think too much on it.

"We should go to breakfast before it's too late" I said and we both left.

***

I grabbed me an apple and sat down with the boys.

"That's just nasty" Stokeley said scrunching his face.

"What yall talking about" Mariah asked.

"This nigga talking about how some girl was on her period but he still hit it" He said pointing to Jahseh. I almost threw up at the thought of it.

"You is nasty nigga" Mariah said. Then they all laughed.

I don't know what it was but as much as I wanted to laugh I couldn't, so I stayed quiet. All the events of yesterday flooded my mind. My eyes started to get glossy but I ain't finna let nobody see me cry.

"You ok Riley" Stoke asked. I looked up at him.

"No I"m not. Why is everyone acting as of last night never happened" I said getting annoyed because I was the only one who was really affected by everything.

"Riley this shit is normal here. You get use to it don't worry, you just gotta be careful that's it" Isaiah said. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

If only they knew what really happened. I want to tell them so bad but I can't. I'll never will.

"Normal!? Did you not know what happened last night. I'm pretty sure it's normal for yall because you all are fucking crazy" I said getting up to leave before getting interrupted.

"Is everything ok here, sounded like an argument" A guard said. I was about to say something then got cut off again.

"Yeah we're good, sorry for the confusion" Jahseh said with a fake ass smile.

The guard walked away and Jah's smile quickly faded away. He looked at me with an annoyed face.

"Get up" He said. I got up but then Mariah grabbed my arm.

"No she didn't mean it she was just confused. I swear if I she tells me-" Riah said then got cut off.

"Let her go, he's not going to hurt her" Stokeley said not even looking at me.

Mariah let go and so we both walked back to the room. He sat down on his bed and patted the bed for me to come sit. I sat down next to him.

"I might leave soon" He said. I looked at him waiting for him to explain.

"I did a little too much last night and everyone will know it was me who caused everything"

"Wait so where are you gonna go" I asked worried.

"If they do find out I have to go to solitary then probably go to a mental hospital or something" He said and chuckled.

"Why would you go to a mental hospital"

"Because there's something wrong with me and I can't help it, kinda like when you lose control over yourself and someone else controls you" He said. I didn't know what to say.

"Im sorry for calling you crazy I didn't know" I said then it was quiet.

We were making eye contact and my cheeks got hot. He got closer to my face until our lips almost touched, then I felt our lips smashed together. The kissed turned into a make out session and then his lips found its way to my neck. As much as I wanted to continue I gently pushed him away and smiled.

"Im on my cycle" I said.

"Honestly I do not care" Jahseh said.

I rolled my eyes playfully and got up fixing my shirt because somehow this nigga found a way to take off my hoodie.

I walked into the bathroom and my eyes almost popped out my sockets because of the big ass hickey on my neck. Jahseh came into the bathroom and laughed.

"Damn I did that" He said pointing to himself.

"Yes nigga, now how am I suppose to cover this shit up" I said.

"Why you want to cover it up. Everybody need to know your mine" He said lowering his voice and wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Jah if you don't shut up" I said and we both laughed.

"Aww yall look so good together" Isaiah said coming out of nowhere.

"Shut up" Jah and I said at the same time.