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Carsin pov:
I lay down in the living room on the waiting for to see if Saint will come back out with my little girl but she stayed there and I am waiting for here to come back out I wanna just go in there and open the door but I'm afraid she will reject me .

I am growing impatient and I want to hold and just be near them two as of right now my whole life is upside down less then a week ago I found out I had a daughter but not just that but my daughter is by the woman I loved since she was 14 and I know it's wrong to love her since she was underage that why I always stayed away and then Joseph just made it harder since he and his sister is so close they are always together and thinking of Joseph right now makes me feel guilty because he missed his sister and I am the reason if I would have kept my hands to myself then i wouldn't have all this guilt that I was the one who pushed his only sister away but I will never regret that night with saint 2 years ago we made a beautiful baby girl who I will protect to my last breath but it will be easier if they were with me instead of this small apartment .

So I decided to grown some balls and go to the room I push myself with each step I'm not trying to push my luck because I know I hurt her and I am ready to apologize I do it already but I knew she wouldn't forgive me after a big act like that I left her why she was pregnant and I know it hurt her but she has to understand it hurt me to I didn't get to see her pregnant see her give birth nothing my only child that I just met a few hours ago is really my copy expect for my moms hair

I open the slowly and quitely I see my butterfly and my little princess sleep saint still has her food open I close it and take off my clothes to just my underwear I take Carson off her mom she immediately wakes up 
"What are you doing I thought you left" she asked I later my little one on her back and put the cover over her and turned back to saint "you never told me to leave" I answer she rolls her eyes "so you stayed here all this time?" "Yes mi amour"  she just gets out of bed "why are you naked ?" I just stare at her amazing body that same body that carried my child "you are a beautiful woman amour" she just stared at me she

let out a sigh and rolled her eyes "it's to late for you to be leaving here you can sleep on the couch" she said and I knew there was hope because she would have kicked my ass out in a heart beat but she didn't "come on butterfly we're are both adults why can't we both sleep in the same bed?" Her eyes widen I always knew of the power I held over her and never used it but she makes me do and feels thing I don't feel for anyone else and just looking at my daughter sleeping body put me at peace

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