Today was particularly hard.. my anxiety never usually acted up not since I'd been with Wilhelm, I hated the way the anxiety took over my body.. especially since I had no control over it to be honest I hadn't struggled with anxiety until starting at Hillerska.
Just like Wilhelm, I had days where I had next to no anxiety and then some days it's out of control, I have found a couple ways to calm it down, but they don't work for me anymore. Wilhelm was my only way of calming down otherwise it went downhill.
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While they walked Wille looked over at Simon 'So today?' he asks
Simon looks at him and nods 'I don't really wanna talk about it..' he says and took a deep breath 'But you really helped me today, I'm sorry I get so clingy I know it must be annoying-'
'You are not one bit annoying Simon, you were going through something, we all show it in different ways. I get it I've had clingy moments too and you were there to help.' he says cutting him off
A smile appeared on his face 'Thank you baby.' he says and kissed his cheek as they walked down watching the lake, it's the only other thing that made him calm, walking down the path near the lake with Wilhelm.
He nods slipping his hand in with Simons intertwining their fingers. They continued walking until they decided to go back to Simons house to stay the night, that way it would just be them which is what they both needed.
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They got to Simons a bit later and saw his mom in the kitchen as she didn't notice them come in right away.
Wilhelm smiled as they took their shoes and coats off 'Hi Linda' he says as they walked to the kitchen
'Hi mom' Simon says quietly and sits at the counter putting his head down
She smiles 'Hi boys, what's wrong with him?' she asks Wilhelm as she was cutting up some veggies for the dinner she was making
'Anxiety was bad today, just not the best day today' he says
Simon looks up a bit 'Wilhelm helped me through the bad part.' he says and smiles at him 'We decided to come back here knowing it would calm me down'
She smiles 'I'm sorry the anxiety has been bad today, but I'm all for my two favourite boys coming over' she says
Wilhelm started helping cook and smiled 'And we love seeing you.' he says
Simon looks at the two of them smiling 'I think my mother has replaced her son' he giggles and wraps his arms around him from behind
Wilhelm smiles as he continued cooking with Simons arms around him
Linda scoffs giggling 'I could never replace you, he's just my other son' she smiles
'The favourite one' he joked and looks over giggling
She threw a dish towel at Simon and smiles
Simon burst out laughing burying his head on Wilhelm's back
Wilhelm turns around so he was facing Simon, and wraps his arms around his waist
He layed his head on his chest 'Mom do we have to go to school tomorrow?'
She looks over 'I'll think about it, but It's not my decision for Wilhelm.'
'I kinda just decide for myself to be honest, they don't bother calling home.'
Simon look up at him 'Thats sad, but you are lucky'
'And you are lucky you have such an amazing mom young man.'
He nods 'Yes I suppose I do.' he smiles
Linda looks over and smiled at them 'And I'm always here no matter what, If you need a parent figure or an adult to talk to, I will always be open to talk.'
Wilhelm smiles 'Thank you Linda, and you already are an amazing mother figure, and mother to your kids, even though this ones with me 24/7' he giggles
She giggles 'thank you.' she says and nods 'One less to take care of' she joked
Simon smiles 'I'm not that much of a handful' he says and looks up at Wilhelm who was giving him a look 'Meany.'
Wilhelm giggles and kissed his forehead 'Only sometimes.' he says and giggles
Linda got their plates ready 'Alright you two, I have a night shift tonight so dinner is served, I should be back late, be safe okay?' she asks
He looks over 'Mom you'd worked nights everyday this week plus mornings, you should give yourself a break.' he says worried
She looks 'I'll be fine I promise.' she says and smiled then walked to the door and got to the car.
Wille looks down at him then out at her car in the driveway 'I know your worried, but she will be okay.' he says
Simon looks back at him and nods laying his head back down on his chest, he was slowly started not feeling well, his head hurt and his stomach started to hurt, explaining why he had such a bad day.
he looks at him 'You feeling okay?' he asks
'no.' he says 'can we go lay down?' he asks
'Of course' he says as he picked him up gently bringing them to Simons room and layed him down
Simon pulled him down to him as he was freezing and Wilhelm pulled a blanket over him the got into bed wrapping his arms around him.
Wilhelm stayed with Simon and texted his mom just to let her know that he wasn't feeling good, but Wilhelm had it under control and would stay.
Simon fell asleep right away and stayed sleeping in Wilhelms arms, not feeling well at all..
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Wilmon - A Young Royals sequel
FanfictionThis book is a sequel to season 1 of the Netflix show 'Young Royals' If you have not watched the show you should go watch it first before reading any Young Royals books, there are a lot of references from the show that relate to all of these stories...