after i kissed his hand, we both just sat there
i was startin to think i did sumthin awfully wrong just by makin my way to give him a hug n a simple kiss on the hand
i began to sweat a bit before he reassured me that everything was all good n okay
n that i had nothin to worry about
then he began talkin about how
rough my hand felt n that it made him feel safe
i mean.. i know ive got rather big hands n not to mention rough due to all the outside work i do
i felt glad that he wasnt freaked out or upset or anything..
before i could say anythin back he touched nose with my own
n told me he wanted to stay here forever
and that statement made me so happy,,
ive got to be honest but
im pretty sure a stupid little smile crept up on my face
all i did was nod to him
but then again, before i could even say a word he..
he leaned over n
k
kissed me
i completely froze
i
i didn't know what to do
should i kiss him back ? should i hold him or sumthin ? i seriously didnt want to mess up..
though he reassured me once again by guiding my hand to rest on his waist, he told me that anythin i do is fine by him
i slightly nodded as i leaned forward a bit, kissing him again but this time i didnt freeze up or let myself get surprised in anyway
i told him how much i really loved him between kisses
after a few seconds of that, i parted our lips n i hugged him again
tightly but gently
i seriously wanted him to know how much i loved him n how he makes me feel
n everything,,
i held him close to me, n just gently gave him kisses on his cheek n neck..
i love him,
i love him a lot.
