My Five Boy Friends: Season 2 (Complete)

MFBF: Ninety-three

Anger

Xynon's POV

"P-pano tayo?"

Para akong binuhusan nang malamig na tubig nang mahsimulang pumatak ang mga butil nang luha nya.

Fvck! I can't do this!

"Don't be selfish Xynon. It's Lexie's life here, were talking about. And our lives too, are you really willing to risk all of that just for your pride?"

"Look Xynon...I understand, you love her. But please accept the reality that your love can't save her"

Palihim akong napalunok at agad syang tinignan diretso sa mga mata nya

I don't mean it... I'm really sorry, but it's the only way I know to save you...to save us

"We'll end this..." I directly said while trying to pull myself together "Let's break up"

I finally used my final card...

I know there's a possibility that this might happened, but still...I hoped...i hoped that it won't come to this... I hoped that i would never say those words to her

Yet my hopes failed me...

I saw her silently crying while looking at me, and it's hurts...it hurts like hell! I can feel my knees shaking. I badly wanna hug her tight and take back everything i've just said, but I can't. I'm too weak already to even stop her from walking away. In the end all I did was to clench my fist, when Wyde immediately punched me...

"What the fvck was that?! Are fvcking out of your mind?!" He shouted at me while holding the collar of my shirt "Don't you know how much pain she's been through?! For what?! For you to just dump her in the time like this?! In the time where she really needs you?!" Sumbat nya pa na para bang alam na alam nya mismo ang nararamdaman ni Lez. Malamig ko syang tinignan diretso sa mata habang nalalasahan ang malansang lasa nang dugo na nanggagaling sa gilid nang labi ko nang muli nya nanaman akong sapakin nang sunod sunod

Namamanhid na ang buong katawan ko lalong lalo na ang mukha ko dahil sa mga suntok nya, pero hindi ko yun ininda at patuloy lang na tinanggap ang mga mura at suntok nya.

I wish i could stay numb forever, so that I couldn't feel the pain anymore. I'm tired... so fvcking tired

Sa huli ay napahinto na din sya sa pagsuntok sakin at hingal na tumayo para ayusin ang sarili nya. I can see frustration and guilt in his eyes

"Stop crying, your not the one who's hurt here" ani nya bago ako talikuran. Unti unti akong napaupo, at bahagyang napaubo nang dugo. Saka ko lang napansin ang mga luhang tumatakas mula sa mga mata ko

"I'm hurt too" saad ko sa kawalan nang bigla syang mapahinto sa paglalakad at tignan ako na puno nang pagtataka

"I don't understand you anymore Xynon, why the hell would do this?! They said you had a plan! The last time we had a talk, it's like you wanted to kill me for being arranged to Lez! And now that we need you– you'll dump us?!" His voice echoed in the whole room, I smiled bitterly

"I didn't" sagot ko saka agad na pinunasan ang labi kong puno na nang dugo na umaagos mula sa ilong ko. Napakunot naman sya

Sinabi ko sa kanya ang napag usapan namin Tito Will, at ang back up plan ko kung sakali mang magkaaberya. Bakas naman sa mukha nya ang pagtataka at konsensya

Matapos naming mag usap ay nauna na syang umalis kasama si Lez. Nang makaalis ay sumunod na din ako. Dumiretso agad ako sa bahay para kunin ang mga damit ko, nang salubungin ako ni Zyrene

"Oh my goodness, what happened to your face?!" Gulat na salubong nya sakin nang makababa nang hagdan, napaiwas naman ako nang tingin nang saktong makita ko si Mom na halatang gulat na gulat din sa itsura ko

"Xynon, what happened?!" Alalang tanong nya saka agad na lumapit. Hinawakan nya paang mahkabilang pisngi ko para tignan nang mabuti ang kalagayan ko, pero agad kong iniwas ang mukha ko sa kanya

Wala akong imik na umakyat papuntang kwarto habang nakayukom ang parehong kamao ko...

That was the exact moment where anger and pain consumes me...

She betrayed us. Lolo was right, she's a traitor. We shouldn't have accepted her when she came back...I shouldn't have forgiven her

But all of that hatred slowly fades, when I finally know her reason behind all of this....

"I don't love your Dad...I never did, he just forced me! He raped me son!"

Para akong binuhusan nang malamig na tubig sa narinig ko mula sa kanya

No! It's not true, she's lying! Dad can't do that! He could never do that!

Tons of questions started to get in my head again. All this lies, this b*llsh*ts! Fvck this! Fvck everything!

"Fvck you!" Kier was about to shot her when my hands automatically moved and shot Kier instead

Everyone was shocked, even me. I don't feel like myself anymore, I'm too tired from all this sh*ts! Does when will it all stop?!

Pain consumes me until i just felt numb, my brain doesn't work anymore. In the end I just found out that i was too eager to kill my own mother... I felt like killing her is the only way to stop all this sh*ts!

"Lex is missing!"

My heart skipped a beat when I heard her name. Now I couldn't think of anything else but her...

* * * * End of flashback * * * *

"Xynon! Stop! Where the hell do you think your going?!" Tawag sakin ni Tito Will pero hindi ko sila pinansin at dirediretsong lumabas, pansin ko naman ang pagsunod sakin nila Jeff

"Xynon!" Inis akong napalingon sa kanya nang hawakan nya ang kaliwang braso ko para pigilan ako "Where do you think you're all going?!" Tanong nya pa samin nila Louie, Jeff at Wyde. Naiwan na sa loob si Kier na balisang balisa at halatang hindi na kinaya ang pangyayari

"I'm going to take her back, so back off!" I answered out of anger before completely leaving