breaking point - rafe cameron

• WHAT AM I •

slowly walking along the beach, tears staining my cheeks and the sound of waves crashing amongst the sounds of sand moving under my feet.

I feel so lost. I've lost my best and only love, my friends, My family, I have nothing left.

All my stuff is at the Cameron's. I don't have anything with me, the only place I know I can go is the chateau, I have things there maybe I can sneak in?

Slowly walking along the road making my way toward the chateau I see the hot tub lights are on.

Shit.

Maybe I can sneak through a window?

Or maybe I should just walk up and they will feel bad for me and let me in, after all, I look like a wreck.

Walking towards the bright lights and loud music, I see the pogues in the hot tub smoking weed and drinking beer.

"Viola?" Familiar voice echos from the hot tub, "I just need some things." I mumble, "No no v come here what's wrong?" Kiara invites me in,

"I thought you guys hated me?" I saw looking up, "We don't hate you we just don't love your choices." Pope explains,

"Well tell us, what's going on?" Kie hugs me tightly, "Rafe, the party, my family, I've lost everything! I just want my life back!" I say breaking down into tears again.

All the pogues give me hugs and hold me tight, for once in the last 24hours I feel safe.

Even jj was comforting me, this is where I belong.

Pulling out of the hug and just looking into kies eyes, I feel nervous, why do I feel nervous?

"Can I stay here for a bit? Just until I can get my stuff from rafes and my own apartment." "Of course you can v." john b comforts, walking towards the house too get some new clothes on I feel a smile on my face.

Taking my shirt off I hear the door crack open, "Hey v, can I come in?" Kie asks, "Y-Yeah come in." I stand there stunned as my shirt is in my hands turning around I feel her coming closer,

I turned around, and kie kisses me.

"Woah, Kie what was that?" "I'm sorry viola, I've got to go." Kie walks out in embarrassment almost, well it's not like I didn't like it?

I've never really thought about my sexuality really, I always just kept it to myself. Maybe I'm bi? Gay? Pan? There are so many different ones I wouldn't know where to start.

KIES POV

Shit. That is all I think about when leaving viola, she's probably not into me, she probably hates me now! "How did it go?" JJ asks when I come out from the house, 

"I don't know.." "What do you mean you don't know?" john b asks clearly confused, "Well after I pulled away she just said 'Woah kie what was that?' and I don't even know what it was, I don't even know what I am!" "Hey hey, kie. It's ok, wait shit here she comes." 

as I turn around to look at viola she runs up to me and kisses me back. This is what I've waited for. 

"Viola i-" "Just shut up kie." she goes in to kiss me again as the boys are almost cheering us on? It's honestly so hot.

VIOLA POV

This, this is home.

AUTHORS NOTE 

sorry for the chapters being so short and slow i don't have a lot of motivation to write atm but I will provide you all with chapters!