TW⚠️: thoughts of suicide, mentions of death
Natasha POV
I wake up to the sound of crying coming from across the hall. Wanda. I hear a door shut and then another. I walk to my door and step into the hall. I pick up the pace, knowing something was wrong.
Wanda POV
"Wanda?" There's a knock at my door. After I don't reply, they burst in. "Wanda? Wanda where are you?" I can tell it's Natasha, but I still don't reply.
"Wanda, please let me in."
"I can't do this any more Nat."
"Hey hey hey, it's okay. Can you let me in please?"
They wouldn't want to see me weak, would they?
"It's my fault." I manage to slip out before sobbing again.
"No bubs it's not. It's not your fault. It's gonna be okay. I'm right here. Now please, please, let me in."
I stand up and slowly unlock the door. As soon as I do Natasha burst in and embraces me in a hug. That's when I lose it.
"I-I'm s-sorry" I sobbed
"Shhh shhh it's okay. You're ok babes." I hear her soft, caring voice coo.
"It's all my f-fault." She sits down, me laying on top her.
"No honey it's not. Can you try going back to sleep?"
"I can't." She wouldn't get it. The nightmares.
"Do you want to come sleep in my room?" She says, obviously concerned. I nod slowly in response. "Ok let's go." We get up and I immediately take her hand. She looks back and smirks. We get to her room and she leads me to her bed. "Go ahead and lay down." I stay silent and make my way to the other side of the bed. I get under the covers and Nat does the same. She opens her arms. Hesitant, I slowly move over there, but as soon as I make it over she embraces me. She made me feel something I haven't felt in a long time. Love. We fell asleep, me in her arms, her warmth, her smell, just laying there like there was nothing else in the world.
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The voices in my head
FanfictionAfter Y/n is killed during a mission, Wanda is left to cope with the loss of her love. Y/n's best friend, Natasha, made a promise to them, keep Wanda safe.
