"im so glad you belive me" regie said "im sorry regie" i said "hey hey, don't blame yourself. it was all my fault" he said holding her chin "i love you y/n" he said leaning to me "regie im with ryan" i said stoping him with my hand "i know... i want you back, i missed you so much" he said cressing my check "i-i gotta go" i say not knowing what to say
i love ryan but what regie said just change my whole point of view
"hey im sorry what happen earlier" i said entering ryan and i room. "it's fine" ryan said in a cold tone "are you-" "it's fine!" he shouted "im just tired right now" he said going under the covers "oh- okay" i said and getting ready for bed. i went to the bathroom and when to take a shower but when i came back ryan was already sleeping he never sleeps without me.
his back was facing me, i knew he was mad
i hug his back but he didn't do anything "ryan?" but no answer "im sorry" still no response. i rolled on my back "i know your mad at me for speaking to regie but he told me everything, he told me he was being blackmail by emily. i don't hate him anymore but that doesn't mean i'll get back together with him. ryan i love you and i will always love you" i said talking to myself starting at the roof
"im glad to hear that" he chuckled making me jump "your up!" i said smiling "im sorry for getting mad at you, i just didn't want to lose you again" he said cuddling me "you won't, i promise" i said, digging my head on his chest "i love you ryan" i said falling asleep
i woke up early and decided to make the boys breakfast, i walked to the kitchen and saw some pretty flowers. To y/n "awh did ryan do this" i though to myself
i push that out of the way and made breakfast "something smell good" i heard oliver walking down the stair "thank you" i said flipping the pancakes "can you go wake the boys up" i told oliver
"woah did ryan get you this" justin said taking a seat "yeah he did" i said touching them "babe! thank you for the flowers" i sad giving him a peck "flowers?" he said confused "yeah, you brought me flowers!" i said walking toward them "what?" ryan said checking them and gabbing a card "a card? i didn't see that" i said. i looked at ryan "what's wrong?" i said as i see him clenching his jaw
"good morning regie!" sebastian said making us turn to him "morning his said still sleepy grabbing himself a seat. i gave him a plate "thank you" he said with his raspy voice
"ryan where are you going?" i said as i see him walking away "ryan come sit on my lap" darren said making his weird jokes. i looked at the boys and they just shurred. i look at the card and read it
y/n l/n
thank you for believing me. i glad we are on good term. i"ll wait for you.
i looked up and saw him already starting at me, i just gave him a smile and walked away to ryan
"ryan-" "i don't wanna talk" he said and walking away from me "but ryan" was all i mange to get to say
for the rest of the day ryan has been ignoring me and the boys had notice
"so did you guys get in a fight....." oliver said making the room silence "this isn't your business" ryan said crossing his hand leaning, slouching on the couch
"ryan let's go talk, please" i said facing my body to him "let's just finish this video" he said.
i know what happen was wrong, but it wasn't my fault. i just decided to call it a day and go to sleep
"wait y/n i wanna talk to you" regie said pulling my hand "look regie-" i felt his lips on mine, everything was a blur. before i got to push him off i feel my lips get push off them gone "i told you to back off didn't i! " ryan yelled punching regie "ryan!" i yelled trying to push him off. which made all the boys run. luckily they got to grab ryan but regie face was all beaten up. "im so sorry" i said forgetting about ryan and running to regie
ryan pov m
yesterday night
i saw the way she looked at him, if she wasn't with me, would she kissed him back?
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after i read that stupid letter i didn't want to talk to anyone, i already told him to back off. i saw him chase after her. i see the way she looks at him
she didn't push him off. she just stood there with his lips on hers
"i told you to back off didn't i!" i yelled to him punching all my anger to him. if he never came in the picture me and her would of been happy
"ryan!" was all i heard, but i didn't care
soon enough the boys came and grab me.
y/n didn't care that i was bleeding, she didn't care for my feeling
she ran immediately to him
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