everyone wonders why I'm still with you,
to be honest i wonder too,
you constantly prove that i am worthy of more,
i deserve more,
that i deserve someone who loves me unconditionally,
that cant wait to see me,
but you, you my dear,
always say you cant wait to get away from me joking or not,
i don't and never will deserve that,
no girl will ever deserve that,
you constantly prove that i will never be the only,
and i directly mean only, one for you,
and what i ask myself is why i cant tell you everything i write,
and the only answer i can come up with is,
i don't want to anger you or give you a reason to leave,
i promise to you i am not a liar and i know i'm not crazy,
but thats you make me feel.
-things i will never have the gut to say
