Dripping with rain my heart started to thud my eyes slowly started to close I didn't know what would happen if I fell asleep I have no family no friends my only companion was myself and the little I had on the narrow paths I couldn't help but think bad thoughts will I die here alone scared i stopped looked around to see if anyone was there
but no one why did I do it knowing there would be consequences I brought this on myself and now I can't end it I've wrecked all the things I saw in myself I could never have the job I wanted I could never be able to have the child I thought about but it's my fault I deserve it i lived my whole life believing I would be rich but it was the opposite now I'm sitting here on the soaked ground trying to stop myself from falling asleep no mum no dad just me here with no one to hug or talk to that one thing changed everything I lost them all but most importantly I lost myself he was always there and I gave that up I still done it I didn't realise doing this one thing would ruin it all when I felt the rusted needle go in to my soft pale skin it made me feel alive like there was no one in the room but I let go of him and my life through the impulse of feeling this I couldn't go on knowing that he wasn't there that I was stuck in this crowded street with the dreaded feeling of discomfort my life stopped but it didn't matter because I saw him he was walking past the shop where we used to eat used to laugh used to cry and yet he didn't notice me under all this blurred makeup and Teard clothes this isn't me this isn't us I used to make his world stop but now he felt nothing but then she walked in Olivia a new comforter a new life and it wasn't with me it was with the most gorgeous girl you could ever lay your eyes on she had beautiful blonde curly locks and legs as long and smooth as silk her pretty emerald eyes glared at him as if he was a god and that's when I realised he's happy without me without my mistakes and torture he was happy but how
I'm not sure if your gonna like it so leave a comment please and tell me if you want me to carry on
