letter eighteen

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dear nishimura riki,

i just want to lay next to you and listen to the beat of your heart, for me to hear how important every thud at each second of your breathing life.

i just want to close my arms and fall asleep in your arms , to see if they were right about feeling the most safest with the person you love.

i just want to feel you and just forget the world out there but i guess i am not lucky enough to be that person that you will want to.

and i'm crying now, which was pathetic. i never liked the taste of tears. it was salty and not only were my heart is aching, but the eyes too for it could see the glaring truth.

then i remember the reason why i was crying. you almost noticed me today when you bumped into me our way to cafeteria if she didn't call you in time to steal your attention.

and i'm going to admit it here.

i really like you, but it's not worth it anymore.

your secret admirer,
y/n l/n

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