Magcon Imagines and Preferences 8)

Shawn mendes

It's been 4 years since I broke up with shawn , I've been missing him like crazy but it's too much the hate I couldn't take it no more ! , but I think I'm stronger , I want him back
I walked to Shawns house which was literally across the street and knocked on the door Shawns mom answered
She looked exhausted "oh my god what's wrong ?"
"Shawn !"
"What ?"
"Come in "
"It's been months he hasn't opened that door for no one !"
"I try to get him to come out he won't even talk to me "
"So wait he hasn't came out his room for months ?"
"Yup "
"Not even to use the bathroom or eat ?"
She shook her head
"Can I go up ?"
"Yes please , I don't know if he'll talk to you but you can try "
I walked upstairs and walked to his door it was locked
That's when I remembered shawn always put a spear key under a muffin sticker on top of his door
I grabbed it and opened the door to reveal a sleeping shawn
His room was a disaster
I closed and locked the door and walked up to the bed I got on my knees observing his features
His hair was still light brown but super messy
His lips were still soft and plum his nose still big 😂😝
His tall body kinda curled on the bed
I looked at his wrist and noticed he had 16 rubber bands on his arm
????????
I moved them to the side and revealed cuts marks going down his arm
I gasped and his eyes opened .
He jumped up and pushed me
"AHHH!"
I hit his broken computer desk
"Shawn what are you doing ?"
"Your always in my head why can't you just fucking leave ! "
He started yelling and breaking things
"Shawn what are you talking about its me "
"STOP TRICKING ME I KNOW YOUR IN MY HEAD !"
He ran towards me pushing me on his mirror
He pushed my face into the glass
"Shawn STOP IT !!'
I kicked him and he fell down
I ran but he caught my leg and pulled me making me trip
He got on top of me and pinned my arms down next to my body with his knees
"SHAWN GET OFF !"
He grabbed a big piece of glass and put it to my neck
"If you bleed I know your your real!"
"SHAWN NO! Please no ! , don't do this I'm real !"
"He got up and paced back and forth
"I'm not crazy , I'm not crazy , I swear I'm not crazy your crazy because your making me ANGRY!"
He pushed me on his bed and wrapped his hands around my neck clenching hard
"Shawn I,I,I, can't b,breathe !"
"Just die already your killing me !"
"Shawn please , please "
Tears were streaming down his face as his grip loosened
"I can't do it , I can never do it "
"Shawn what do you mean ?"
He fell on the floor and looked for something
"Shawn , whats wrong with you , its me (y/n) I'm real , I'm soreal ! "
He looked up at me and grabbed my face
"Soreal?"
"Yes, yes shawn "
He pulled me roughly into a hug
"I love you so much !"
"Your the only thing I love !"

I took some ideas from a user on WATTPAD I forgot who it was but yeah creds to you if you wrote something like this
Great writer (CREDITS GAVE )
Idk if it was horrorshawn
Shawnswolf or ugh idk but if you read this comment if it was you