I wake up the next with oscar on me dead asleep and I lay there rubbing his neck and head
"Love. Don't you gotta go?"
Spooky: fuck that. I want my family. That shit can wait you guys come first baby.
I nod kissing the top of his head and he rolls over going back to sleep
Spooky: I love and appreciate you so much princess.
"Thank you baby. I love and appreciate you too."
Spooky:I fed gigi earlier. I dropped him at school too. But your cute ass got off all week. So fuckin perfect.
"Yea."
Spooky: I aint doing shit this week.
"Really?"
Spooky: promise you mami
He leans over pulling me closer to him and he kisses my neck grabbing my waist.
"Yes love hi. I love you too baby."
Spooky: youre so pretty baby. You know that?
"You tell me all the time lovey."
Spooky: always my girl.
"Mhm."
Spooky: wanna have another baby?
"Oscar."
Spooky: whaaaat it's a reasonable question.
"No its not."
Spooky: yes it baby why nottttt.
"Because I'm 17. I had him at 14 almost 15."
Spooky: when is it time for moooore.
"25th birthday present will be an ultrasound picture okay? Promise."
Spooky: say it's on lil Ricky bro. You a lie if you dont
"On lil Ricky. Even though he's not dead."
Spooky: ehhh his gnomie was there. I guess it counts.
"Sure."
He smiles holding my hand and I look at him
"What"
Spooky: nothin. You just pretty mamas
"Thank you."
Spooky: so shu can't we have another baby.
"Because. The first time was hard enough. Just wanted to wait until I'm an adult. Because the shit people gave me for having Gian was traumatizing."
Spooky: you can trauma dump on me if you want princess
"Someone wrote a letter to the entire school about how I was a one-legged whore and slept with the entire football team."
Spooky: did you?
"No. And um somebody else put a picture of a stillborn and a picture of a miscarriage on my locker."
Spooky: oh damn. Shits messed up. Muhfuckas your age mean as hell.
"Don't refer to people as "my age" you seem more like a pedo."
Spooky: did you just call me a pedophile.
"No. I said referring to people by "your age" when talking to me is weird because it's make our gap seem a lot bigger than it is."
Spooky: 5 years. That's not horrible.
"I know"
Spooky: you ever hear from your mom? Since gigi
