Suicide : Ryan Ross

Always

When they came back to where Grace lived, it was starting to get blue outside. Ryan was still a little sad that he wouldn't get the change to play that song for her. He had canceled with the guys after he got that call from Grace.

Grace opened the door to her small home. The lights were off and everything was still in it's place. Even the bed she and Ryan had made a few nights ago. Ryan had left his guitar there from when he left Grace.

Everything was quite. "I'm going to go and take a shower." Grace said slowly waking towards the staircase. She stopped and sighed. Grace turned around slowly and looked at the boy. She ran back to him and jumped into his arms.

Their lips touched and everything seemed perfect. Why would Ryan come and get Grace? Why would Ryan get so mad when he found out she was kidnapped? Why would Ryan stay with her? It was simple, Ryan loves her.

"I'm so sorry Ryan. I love you so much and I can't fight that feeling." Grace said when they broke the kiss. Ryan was taken back because he would never imagine these words to come out of Grace's mouth.

"I love you too and I should have been here when all this happened. Maybe I could have protected you." Ryan still thought it was his fault.

"No, Ryan it's not your fault. You would have to have left eventually and then they would have done this. I can't let you take the blame." Grace knew that it wasn't Ryan's fault.

"I love you Grace." Ryan truly ment it. Even if he had said it to her before, she craved those words now more than anything in the world. Ryan's voice was like home to her.

"I still have to go shower." Grace said giggling. Ryan was still holding her and her legs were wrapped around his waist.

"Oh right, sorry." Ryan set her down and her feet touched the floor. She walked up the stairs and went into the bathroom. She turned on the shower and stripped of her clothes. She got into the warm water and began to wash herself.

Soon, she was done showering and got out. She dried herself quickly before changing into some clothes. She took one last look in the mirror before making her way downstairs. Ryan was sitting on the floor and looked up when he saw Grace.

"Hey, come sit with me." Grace happily complied and sat across from him. Ryan grabbed his guitar and began to play. Grace loved hearing Ryan, so she didn't complain.

"When the world gets too heavy

Put it on my back

I'll be your levy

You are taking me apart

Like bad glue

On a get well card

It was always you

Falling for me

Now there's always time

Calling for me

I'm the light blinking at the end of the road

Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that's trapped

In a web

But I'm thinking that

My spider's dead

Lonely, lonely little life

I could kid myself