1st november, 2021.
17:22
since my brain is completely blank. i think i'll just write about what it's like to be 'writer'.
writing is kinda therapeutic for me because of my bipolar. because of this mental disorder i kinda loose touch of reality and like drown into another realm.
because of these thoughts i thought writing would kinda be a perfect thing to do.
but i don't really know how to express myself the way other writers do at least that's what i think. whenever i read other people's stories i feel intimidated in a way.
i have published three stories on wattpad since i joined five months ago but none of them felt...{i don't even know how to explain it}
sometimes i get highly motivated and sometimes it just drops {disadvantage of bipolar}
when i decided to write this book i just wanted people to know who i was and i actually feel happy writing this book because i haven't really expressed myself like this before.
well that's enough babbling so i'll stop here for today.
i hate short entries but that's all my sick brain could come up with.
i don't even know if i will be able to updated daily but we'll see how it goes. {see what i did there *winks*}
