Diary Of 2021-2022

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Nov 9,

Morning update for today!!! It's Tuesday and we have gym :( I'm not a running person but I would like to get back in shape! The bus we rid yesterday was an old one. It gives off friendly and safe vibes. It was comforting. I want a wolf cut or something like that, no one is stopping me, well I am because I know it will look ugly on me and i will get made fun of. I don't really mind the getting made fun of, just the knowing I am going to look ugly is it. But besides that mess the bus driver is back which is good and mask acne SUCKS!!!!! Like what the fuck. And I didn't charge my phone so it's now on 15. Yay me- WAIT DID I HAVE HOMEWORK?!? OH SHIT UMM I HAVE TO GO. BYE!!!!- the bitch who didn't do there homework.

The end of the day, I just found out my lovers dad found out that he's dating me. His dad is very pisses and broke his phone but he's using his other phone to text me. And because it's a long distance relationship we got no other way to talk to eachother so let's hope his dad doesn't break his other. I'm actually might end up crying because I love this dude so much. He means the world to me, I really wouldnt know what to do if he has to break up with me.

THE GODAMN DAD SAID I DON'T LIKE YOU TEXTING MY DAUGHTER GOOD BYE AND FUCKING BLOCKED ME. I'M CRYING SO HARD AND SHAKING. What if he never actually like me or slowly fell out of love and he didn't know how to tell me so he did that shit? It's fucked up but he would never do that right?... Oh my god my mind is racing so bad right. I'm having a panic attack. Oh I can't breathe. And HIS FUCKING DAD JUST DELETED HIS ACCOUNT. NOW ACTUALLY NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO TEXT/CALL/TALK TO HIM NOW. I think I might pass out.

then blocked me on dis too