Mcyt Oneshots

Insecurities (Tommy)

Tw/Cws: Eating disorder, Insecurities, Throwing up, Neglectful parents

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Tommy stared at his shirtless body in his full sized mirror that was in his bathroom. He hated this body, it was too tall and too chubby and he hated it so much.

Everyone he knew had made at least one comment about his body before. Tubbo had told him that he was chubby, Ranboo called him tall, Logan called him heavy, his own parents told him to eat less. He knew his friends didn't mean it but it still hurt a lot.

He had been forced to eat earlier that day in Wilburs house and he almost threw up but he didn't just so Wilbur wouldn't comment on it.

Tommy sighed and kneeled down in front of his open toilet seat. He harshly forced two of his fingers down his throat until everything he had eaten came right back up with a bitter taste.

When he finished throwing up he stood up and moved his tired body to his sink then brushed his teeth for the third time that day.

When Tommy stepped outside the bathroom both his parents were standing behind the door, neither of them seemed worried. Instead they looked angry.

"Did you throw up again? God Tommy, why eat if you're just going to waste it?," His mother snapped. "I-I was forced to eat, I'm sorry," Tommy didn't even know what he was sorry for, he just knew he was tired.

"Just go to your fucking room," His father said a bit calmer then his mum. Tommy dragged his exhausted body upstairs and to his bedroom, flopping down onto his bed after locking the door.

Tommys mind started to wander as he drifted to sleep but one question stood permanently on his mind.

Why couldn't he be happy in his own body?

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A/N: Haha me making a vent chapter? Nooo definitely not /s anyways take this short chapter while I work on a way longer one. stay safe loves! -A <3

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