I'll be okay as long as you're here

Not the best Saturday

TW :Suicide and self harm small smut ⚠️

No one's pov

Jade has been the whole week at her father's house and she hates him because she doesn't feel good with him but she is forced to go.
Today it's Saturday and the weekend she usually spend it with Beck so she wakes up earlier, get dressed and all to go at his rv

7:38am
Jade's pov

I woke up by my own today no alarm that's kind of weird but anyway i got dressed and I put some tights on with a black skirt, a dark blue top, a kind of black coat and my black boots. I brushed and dried my hair then put my makeup on when I was ready to leave I just took my phone and my bag to leave when I was about to leave I heard

"Jade where the fuck are you going at 8:26am!"  my dad screamed from the living room with a drink in his hand

"I'm going to get some coffee and spend my day with Cat.." I said getting nervous

"Don't forget your curfew is at 12am and not more."  he said looking mad

"Yes dad I won't be late!" I answered

"Jade keep your boundaries, I don't want my little girl to loose her virginity that young plus with an unknown I prefer you loose your virginity with someone that I know like me." he said bitting his lips and staring at my breast then my hips

" I-i won't dad I'm just gonna hang out with Cat." I answered not reassured

"Alright, have a good time with Cat honey.." he said getting closer to me and slapping my ass cheek with one hand then going away.
I just didn't do anything because of how scared I was. I let him do it then I left when I was outside I felt free but I was still not reassured because of what he did a few minutes ago I started walking away

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I was walking to Beck's house and I couldn't stop thinking about what could happen if I get home tonight what if he will be waiting for me in my bedroom what if he was gonna rape me. Tears started forming in my eyes, then I realized that I was already in front of Beck's rv I was about to knock on his metal door but then he opened it like he already knew I was there

"Hey babe!" Said Beck when he saw me standing in front of his door

"Hey." I answered trying to avoid any eyes contacts

"Is everything okay? You look sad and distracted.." he said with a concerned look

"Sure, I'm doing well." I faked a smile then came inside

"You're lying, Jade I know you." He put his hands on my waist and started to look at me in the eyes

"Alright, actually my dad was being really..." I started speaking then I started hesitating

"He was being what babe? Selfish? Self centered? Mean?" He asked me, putting his hands on my cheeks

"I-He was- you know what, nevermind" I answered and put my head on Beck's chest to hug him

"If you don't want to say it then don't but it's obvious that it's distracting you." He said before kissing my hair

"Well, as we're supposed to spend our weekend together we should do something other than talking 'bout my father, don't you think so?" I asked staring at his hair

"What do you want to do?" He said without any reaction

"Well can we go get some coffee?" I smiled

"Sure let's go!" He answered and smiled back then we left his rv to go inside his car and get some coffee