bakugo is slowly becoming deaf and he'll need to learn to survive on his own.
"It'll be a piece of cake" he keeps repeating to himself.
Little does he know it will take a big toll on his life as well as a certain couples life.
(depressed bakugo sto...
If you're ever suffering with mental health issues, don't be a dumbass like me. Go seek professional help or confide in an adult, friend or someone you can trust. Remember, you are never alone. There are people who love you believe it or not and they want to help you if you give them a chance💞 Although, if you feel like you don't have anyone and want to rant, I am always here to listen to your rant. my Instagram is @x.storm__ don't hesitate to send me a message, you're always welcome to text me<3 . . (One moment of appreciation cus I found the perfect picture. This is literally my katsuki/dadzawa dynamic in this book^) . (tw://suicidal thoughts, intrusive thoughts)
It has been 3 hours since my failed attempt. I don't know why, but when I saw aizawa sensei standing there in front of me, I felt slightly relieved. I mean, I didn't want him there, HELL I didn't want anyone to get in my way of finally being free but for some reason, I couldn't help but melt into his warm words and his company.
Fuck why is it always me? Am I so weak now that I can't even kill myself without failing? Why can't he just let me die? I'm tired of living like this.
I heard footsteps outside my door so I threw the blanket on top of myself, pretending to be asleep. After a few seconds, the door gets pushed open and soft footsteps lead themself to the side of my bed. I felt a dent with a weight occupying the space next to me so I shut my eyes tightly and went still. Soft steady breaths occupied the silence in the air and all I could assume is that the person was building up the courage to talk to me.
Shit, my best guess was that it was probably Aizawa sensei. He'd been coming in every fifteen minutes to check up on me like some crazed paranoid old man but he had never actually come around this close until now. Judging from the heavy aura in the room, I could tell he was definitely hesitating to say what was on his mind. I was going to say something to fill the silence and let him know I was awake but he cleared his throat and starting speaking.
"I don't know if you're asleep right now or not but I wanted to say that you're worth everything this world has to offer and I don't want you to think you're burdening anyone including me or Zashi by asking for help. Everyone needs a bit of help once in a way and you're not weak for asking for it. I know it seems like you don't have anything to live for but you really do. I promised you I would help you didn't I? Your life is going to get better I swear. It already is, you know? You have your hearing aids, Hizashi is going to teach you sign language, Izuku and kirishima love you a lot and your classmates adore you. We will also be taking you to hound dog for therapy sessions and guess what? We're going to adopt you! Zashi and I will officially be your dads!! but I mean only if you let us, I know we haven't really asked you yet and it's a lot to take in and you'll need to get settled and that will take some time too and you'll have to share Eri's room for a while but we'd love to-
Before he could even finish his dumb rambling, I shot up out bed at the speed of lightning and latched onto him crying my heart out. He hesitated a bit before placing his shaky hand onto the flat of my back and pulled me into a gentle hug and while he rubbed my back. I could feel my salty tears running down my face with a slight smile painting my features but I didn't even care at that point. HE SAID HE WOULD ADOPT ME. He said he'd adopt...ME?
Everything went pindrop silent and my smile faded just as soon as it had arrived. It didn't make sense?
"Why?-"
"why me? What have I done to even deserve that?" I probably looked pathetic right now but who cares? I needed to know.
He gave me a small smile and ruffled my hair while he wiped my tears with the back of his hand. "because you're like my son, problem child. And you deserve a parental figure in your life who'll love you as you are. You are an amazing boy who deserves every single bit of love and care that comes your way. Never forget that"
He gave off such a warm fatherly smile that for a moment, I let myself imagine that he was my real dad. No, I know he is my real dad and Mic sensei is my pops. Eri is my sister and goddammit I'm going to be the best fucking brother there is no matter what. I- I think I can get used to this, having a real family...
It was quiet for a moment before I timidly spoke up. "I-Izuku and Eiji d-didn't recieve my note right?" I was scared for the answer, I really hoped they didn't.
My new dad looked at me, a slight frown appearing on his stressed, tired features. "no Katsuki, I put them in my pocket, it wasn't for me to give it to them and you're safe now. I saw no need in giving it"
I let a out a half smile "thanks da- sensei-" shoot, that was close.
All of a sudden a memory came up. SHITTTTTT I JUST EMBARRESSED MYSELF OH MY GOD, OH FOR FUCKS SAKE I CALLED HIM DAD ON THE TERRACE WITHOUT KNOWING I WAS GETTING ADOPTED AND THEN RODE ON HIS SHOULDERS LIKE A CHILD. WHY DID I DO THATTTT?? just then, I remember something else even better though it was a bit vivid.
"Dad?" dad looked up at me a bit shocked that I called him dad again so soon but still curious.
"yes Katsuki?"
An evil smirk spread across my face, "you know you were literally having a whole panic session while carrying me down the stairs right? And it wasn't even because I was being a dumfuck and trynna jump. It was cus I called you dad wasn't it?" my lip upturned and I had a sly grin as I watched dad fumble for the right words.
" Katsuki quiet th-that's enough, you're going to give me g-grey hair"
I chuckle for a second before dropping it.
After a few seconds of sitting in comfortable silence I decided to ask dad a question. "dad can we go home after I'm discharged? I want to be home together with my new family"
"of course katsuki, you'll be discharged tomorrow and we can go straight home and have a family movie night, it's a weekend tradition after all. How's that sound?
That's perfect but dad?"
"hmm?"
"I love you"
"I love you too problem child" .
. (1073 words) .
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Maybe one or two chapters left and this book will finally be over omg, I can't believe we are so close to the end!! And 5k reads is so much more than I could ever ask for ahhh😭💞 sorry I don't update much, I have important exams coming up :(
Ooh and surprise!! My name is storm now! I came out as genderfluid a few months ago so you can call me Tammy or storm. Love you guys<3
