Something's chasing me through the deep,
Deep valleys of guilt,
There is no time when I should weep,
I'm just supposed to rise above the fieldsI love the rainbow, but I'm seeing just black,
Black, white and grey, the colours of grief,
There is no area where I should lack,
I'm just supposed to outrun everyone in the lanesIf I'm not successful, I should be dead,
Dead demands a grave,
There's no way my blood can be red,
I'm just supposed to win so make it goldenBut even if I'm dead, I should be famous,
Famous, not from limelight, but from recognition,
My heart and brain hate to agree, blame us,
'Cause I'm just supposed to live, I'm a human____________________________
This is, well, one of the many thoughts that are on rewind in my stupid mind. I know it's not really making sense but I was focusing more on the underlying meaning of this.
Shine
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One More Drop
PoetryFrom the back to my mind to your screen, just a string of words tied together. T/W It includes topics which might be triggering. Please proceed only if you're comfortable with it <3