i was overwhelmed by feelings that her touch caused. why do i enjoy it? why do i want this moment to last forever? she kisses my inner thigh again.
"overwhelmed, arent we?" she asked, looking at me with a grin. i nodded my head innocently.
"don't worry, that's how i greet every new hostage." she said and stood up. she left me sitting still bottomless. but she didn't seem to mind.
she went and got the hair dye and started to wet my hair to dye it afterwards.
what just happened? i almost got fucked by my kidnapper and then she decided to dye my hair instead of- bro.
billie seemed to realize that her action had thrown me out of my thoughts.
"naw. don't be sad little one, we'll have some fun later." huh?
she lifted my chin up so i could see myself in the mirror.
"blue suits you." she said after a moment.
hmm, yeah. i like the hair.
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she took me back to my room. the room i had slept in before. so i guess my room now. i lay on my bed and had this feeling of complete despair but this despair that you know you can't change. this despair that sits deep inside you and you will never get rid of it. i couldn't change anything.
i stared at the gray ceiling for a while and noticed a wet spot that looked like a dog when i looked closer. i like dogs. i had one myself until it was hit by a car a year ago. my whole family was sad because of it, but even though it was one of the saddest moments in my life, it was the most beautiful with my family. at that time i realized how important my family really is to me.
I began to cry.
After a while, I heard the door open.
"hey y/n" i heard a man's voice, it was finneas.
I wiped my tears from my face but my eyes immediately started to tear up again.
"I'm supposed to get you, please come with me to the kitchen." he said kindly, since he probably noticed that I had spent the last few hours crying. I nodded and followed him.
He held out his hand to me and I took it.
"I have to take you by the hand, if you run away, bil will kill me," he said.
running away. of course, that would be the best way to see my parents again. but if billie catches me....
we went into the kitchen and billie pointed af the place next to her and i sat down.
"okay so" finneas started "as you know we decided to fly back to l.a." what? los angeles?
"we are taking a huge risk because of you y/n. so you have to follow certain rules or else-"
"or else we will shoot you" finneas was interrupted by a platinum blonde boy . "yeah right jinix, so anyway," finneas continued "no eye contact, don't talk to anyone unless we tell you and don't draw attention to yourself in any other way."
i nodded. we'll see about that....
"we also have a fake id for you, so here's your name."
finneas gave me my fake id and i read the name "harley selwyn". okay. i looked at the picture and it looked exactly like me, only with blue hair.
"where did you get that picture?" i asked, trying not to look intimidated. "we have our methods," said jinix.
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It was the middle of the night when I was awakened. "y/n get your ass up" i heard a voice. i could tell it was billie without seeing her. i turned in my bed and pulled the covers over my head.
"i hate this girl so much. she threw me some clothes that i should probably put on. alright.
i put the shirt on over the crop top i had on to sleep. it was oversized and i probably would have bought it if i had seen it in a store. i put on the pants and shoes that billie gave me. jordans.
"they're dope aren't they?" she said when she noticed me staring at the shoes for a while. i nodded.
i've been saving up for jordans for a while now, but somehow i always spend the money on something else before i do. i looked at billie's shoes, she had black jordans.
she took me to the van i was brought in. i sat in the last row next to billie and jinix. finneas just brought fake license plates for the car in case someone saw us in front of it. when everyone from the crew was in the van so billie, finneas, jinis, liv and dani. they said the rest of the gang was waiting for us in los angeles.
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