He Is My Sky (english translation)

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co-translator : appy_alex

Rest of the mind

Then the hellish week began, a week of sleep deprivation for the students. It’s the midterms exam week, my current condition is that of a person who has been in a war.

Dark circles, droopy eyelids and a sleepy face all the time can indicate that a lot has happened to me. My intension is to study hard for the exams as they are more demanding than they should be considering the classes taught by the teachers. I have to pay attention to get a good score, by that way I will get very tired without having time to think about that “person” that I have been avoiding since last week.

I have been lucky not to meet the child. It should be easier to forget about him if I do not see him?

Nueng – “One question, have you really studied for the exam or have you been doing something else? From your face it seems that you haven’t slept for a week. Even studying more hours than you, I don’t look so exhausted.”

Gunn – “Do I look so bad?”

Nueng – “Yes, you should look at yourself in a mirror.”

My two friends and I were sitting reviewing while we waited, the next exam is in the afternoon. You have to study a lit, since you don’t like going to class first thing in the morning, so you have to try harder in exam period to make up for it. Anyway, why doesn’t One(Nueng) look so tired? Surely it must appear that I sleep very little.

Jan – “You think a lot about N’Sky(Weha), right?”, I heard Jan’s voice.

Gunn – “Mmm”, I replied

Jan – “Oh! I don’t know how to help you; in this situation I can only tell you what to try to forget as quickly as possible. If you liked a simple boy who went unnoticed and not someone so famous, the situation would be different.”

Nueng – “I… I’ve already told you what I think”, Nueng and Jan talked to me all week knowing how I felt about N’Weha. It would have been easier for me, if I had fallen in love with an ordinary person, without fame. Someone who doesn’t have all eyes on him.

Gunn – “I wish I could change what I feel and that I like another person but I can’t ☹”

My two friends sighed and looked at me with pity. I couldn’t help it, I’m the only one to blame for letting my feeling grow and now I have to be responsible for the possible consequences.

*Line*

I heard the sound of Line notification, so I reached for my phone in the mountain of books and sheets.

Fuse – “Phi, are you free? I want to ask you something?”

Gunn – “I can take a break, is something wrong N’Fuse”

Fuse – “I’d rather call you”