Today is going to be really for me. Kanans dead and today is my birthday. He was always the first one to tell me 'happy birthday'. But not anymore. I looked up to see if Zeb was laying in his bed, but he wasn't. So I got up,got dressed, and went to the cockpit. Hera was sittin in the piolets seat,crying. I went over and hugged her. "I still can't believe he's gone." She said through tears. "He's in a better place now." I said with a slight smile. "Happy Birthday by the way." She said and hugged me. I hugged back as usual.
I went into the common room, or should I say I tried to but it was locked. So I went to my room to meditate. I sat,legs crossed,and eyes shut. I had a vision of....Kanan?
What...no he's dead...how?
I felt someone trying to communicate with me through the force...
"Ezra.." Said a calm,sweet,kind voice
"W-who are you?"... I said a little scared
"It's me..Kanan." The voice said
That's when I opened my eyes and realized I had been crying.
________TIME PASSED_______
We were all siting in the cockpit,silent as usual. I didn't want to tell anyone about my connection with Kanan. I mean, they will think I'm crazy. I know I am crazy but I mean my master is dead and I can't let go.
I miss him telling me I'm losing focus. I will do anything to hear him say that again. It was still my birthday but I didn't want to do anything so we went to the empire parade as usual.
When we go there I saw a figure I never saw before. He was standing as if he was scared. He looked like......Kanan. He seemed to have saw me. He looked over and smiled. Then my comm "Spector 3 to Spector 6 where Are you?" Sabine said over the comm.
"I'm on my way, Spector 3" I said back.
"You saw him...is that who I think it is." She said to me when I got back to the ghost.
"Yeah I think so but he's dead."
"Well I'm glad I'm not the only one Who saw him."
"Seriously."
I went to my room and Zeb is asleep as usual. I got to my bunk and was deep in thought. I was thinking about the memories with Kanan. Him treating me like a son, and a padawan. I loved him so much. No he's gone.
I finally fell asleep. before i did thiugh i said to myself as if I was talking to Kanan, "I love you...dad."
