I want to be yours

the day of marriage part - 2

Maya p.o.v:
After spending time with my dad and sister, My sister and father went out of the room to receive the guests at the wedding hall. I ordered all the staff not to disturb me for one hour. I was alone in my room.
I began to cry
A Lot of things began to run in my mind.
I'm sorry pappa
I'm sorry, my cute little sis
I don't have another way.
God I am unable to live with this sadness.
There is nothing left for me to stay alive,
Life is full of problems and pain,
I want peace,
Everlasting peace,
I think I can attain it only if I stop living,
Oh God in all of my life  you have worked against me,
For once, pick my side,
Without letting me feel the fear of death, take my life at once.

I've felt alot of pain , when I believed that Hameed was a bad and cruel minded, I felt even more pain when I came to know that I've misunderstood Him and came to know about the dark side of Ishaan.
I've trusted and loved Ishaan a lot in the past, that was the biggest mistake I have ever done in my life.
Hameed, I want to hug you tight and cry my heart out.
I've shamed you Infront of many people.
And I mercilessly made the policemen to beat you soo horribly.
And I had burnt your research papers it was your 5 years effort.
Because of me, you got beaten Infront of the whole college by Ishaan.
I hurt you with my words.
I did each and everything to hurt you.
But you loved me a lot.
You always wished for my happiness
But all I gave you is only pain

Suddenly I heard a door knock

I want to die peacefully
And I ordered everyone not to disturb me

'Who the hell is that irritating me now'

I went to the door angrily and I opened it.

I saw Ishaan standing in a red sherwani

Suddenly I remembered that I forgot to hide the blade

"You are looking beautiful in your wedding saree," Ishaan said

He came inside my room and locked the door.

I've hidden my hand holding the blade towards my back.

"open the door Ishaan " I shouted

"I'll open the door only if I get a kiss, that too on my lips," Ishaan said with a low tone

"No I'm not going to do that," I said in a raised voice

Plz, Mayaa...
“I've controlled a lot in the past.
But I can't control now.” ishaan said in a lustful voice

“I'm ashamed of myself that
How did I love an animal like you ” I said

“But you did sweetheart
All the credit goes to me
I have hidden myself for a long time ”
Ishaan said with a smile.

“Remember one thing Ishaan things won't happen according to your Will” I said with an angry tone

“Everything is happening according to my will”

“First time when I saw you I've decided to approach you”.

“ I successfully did that.
Very easily made you as my best friend”.

“I've made you trust me more than Hameed”

“Finally, I've separated you and him(Hameed)”.

“Now I'm marrying you” Ishaan said

"This marriage is not going to happen"
I shouted

“It will surely happen, sweetheart,
Ishaan said with a smile”.

“No one has the power to stop this marriage” Ishaan yelled.