𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐌𝐞𝐳𝐳𝐨 𝐏𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐨

it's getting louder, the voices. help me.

what did i do to deserve this?

i hate this, tell me, how long has it been,

since that day.

i know it was an accident, I̸̳͉͖͚̼̚͜ͅ ̶͍̭̭̫͖̣̯͓̘̊͆́͑͝K̷̡̛̫̰̯̹̔̿̓̎́̆N̷̨̠͕̔̋O̷̥̖̰̮̓̅͋̀W̵̨͙͚̪̭̭͙͒̍̏͐̊͊̕.

̴̨̨̪̝̪̣̣͔̤̿͌͑́̊̕B̷̨̖͊͐̕Û̴̡͍̘̼̟̠̪̾͑͗͐͌̚̚ͅT̷̺̔̓͒͑̎ ̵̢̗̭̭̘͔̰͂ͅŴ̶̡̛̥͕͔͎̫̗̎͂̐͗͑͂̉͋Ḩ̶͉̻͇̭͒̓̎̒̈͝͝ͅȲ̷̱̻̞̜̇̊̚͜?

I cared for him. I helped him grow up,

and T̸͓͐H̴̡̲͎͊̍͋̊̕͝I̵͍͙͍͉̳̋̅͗̊̇̑S̵̛̱̳̭͖͈̺̆̀͂̈̿̚͜͠?̷̰̻̭̱͚̫̹͈̞́̉͋̇̕͜ ̵̧̲̞̖̖͓̺̦̒́̕I̶̛̮̎̽̃͊̈́̒͘͠S̵̡̼̣͔̖̳̞̦̹͒̒̈́̊̆̈́̃̋̚̕ ̸̺͉͓͖̦̭̟̫̦̏̀̈̂͂͌̓̾W̶̡̝̼̠͚̩͉͓͖͆H̵̡͉̱͒̒̇͛͂̈́̓͆̕̕Ä̶̻͖͓̠̻͓͐ͅͅT̵͖̺́ ̷̣̙̹̉͐̂Ȉ̴͖̅ ̵̢̡̜̤̱̥́̄͌͗͂͒G̶̡̬̥͎̎̀̓̆̐̕͝͝Ệ̶̣̥̦̞̺͂͐͊̑̈͂T̴̛̗̩͉̑̋̃̀͊̉̇͒̽?̶̭̂̊̒̓́

y/n, you .. you're the only one that understands me,

right?

save me from the voices. or, is it just me

that can save myself from them?

every day, my breathing gets more hitched,

am i dying? or am i dead?

please come for me, please find me, wherever i am,

don't abandon me, don't abandon them.

please hold your head up high, it's for the better good,

i'll leave everything to you.