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Crush

It all started with my little crush on Jungkook, well more like an obsession, but still a crush... anyways; Yes I Kim Taehyung have a huge crush on Jeon Jungkook. No one knows not even Jimin my best friend since we were literal fetuses knows, and believe me I don't like keeping things from my best friend but the thing is that, The day I was going to tell him that I had a crush on Jungkook he told me he had a crush on him first.

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Tae: Jiminie I have to tell you a secret!

Jimin: me too!

Tae: Well um what is it?

Jimin: You can say your secret first

Tae: No it's ok, you can go first

Jimin: Ok so, um the thing is that; I think I have a crush on Jungkook

Jimin said whispering, It's pretty obvious he's whispering so no one can hear him.

A moment of silence is created between us as I put my head a little down so Jimin doesn't notice the sad expression on my face.

Jimin: Tae, are you ok? What's wrong?

Jimin asks me

Tae: Yea I'm ok, I'm just-

A few tears came out of my eyes as I said this, and Jimin noticed. Jimin put his hand on my chin and lifted my head up, I look at him with teary eyes.

Jimin: Please Tae, tell me what's going on; why are you crying? Did something bad happen?

Jimin said as he sounded worried

Tae: I'm ok Chimchim, I'm just like this because I'm super happy for you, you should tell him you like him, I'm pretty sure he likes you too.

I say forcing a smile on my face, as Jimin blush to the thought of Jungkook accepting him as his Boyfriend, I look down once more

Jimin: You're right, I should confess to him

Jimin said with a smile on his face

Jimin: What we're you going to tell me?

Jimin says remembering that I still haven't told him my secret yet

Tae: It's nothing important, you just go talk to Jungkook, I hope it all goes well

I say as I fake a smile once more

Jimin: Thank you for being so supportive my Winter bear! Your the best, I don't know what I would do without you!

Jimin was about to leave but..

Jimin: Are you sure you don't want me to stay with you?

Jimin asked as he still notices the sad expression on my face

Tae: Yup I'm sure, now go don't miss your chance to tell him

Jimin smiles one more and hugs me before leaving

JIMIN

I leave Taehyung standing there and I go find Jungkook, I can't help but notice that Tae looked so sad when I said I liked Jungkook

I shrugged that bad feeling off once I see Jungkook, I stand behind him staring at his muscular back and smile like a fool

You like what you see?

I get startled by a deep voice, I realize I've been zoomed out; I come to notice that Jungkook isn't in the place he was before, I panicked and started to look around me and don't see him; All of the sudden I feel too strong hands on my shoulders and I turn my head so fast my neck hurts. I sigh in relief;

I thought you left, why would you do this to me, I was so worried for a second

Jimin: Oh-h hi Jungko-ok

I smile nervously as he squeezes my shoulders with his strong hands

Why are you doing this to me? My hormones are waking up because of you, and your sexy strong hands and your hot abs and your fucking beautiful face covered in sweat

Jungkook: Hi Jimin hyung, what's up?

Jimin: Nothing I just wanted to tell you something?

I say nervously looking at his face

Jungkook: What is it?

He asks as he goes to wash his face, I hesitate to tell him and I think he notices that because he's looking at me in a type of way I can't understand

JUNGKOOK

I notice Jimin's hesitation, and decide to ask him once more

Jungkook: So? What is it?... if you change your mind about telling me then that's ok..

Jimin: No it's ok, I just came to say that....

JIMIN

I eventually gain courage to tell him about my crush on him, I take a big breath and I start talking

Jimin: I like you, a lot and Im sorry if it seems weird because of the sudden confession but I just had to say it already I can't keep holding on to this feelin-

I get caught off by the sudden feel of soft lips against mine kissing me. I'm shocked that I don't even kiss him back, He stops kissing me and looks deep into my eyes

Jungkook: I think I like you too

TAEHYUNG

I followed Jimin and I saw everything, Jungkook kissed Jimin and he likes him back

I feel heartbroken, I really like Jungkook but today has shown me that he doesn't feel the same way, and I didn't even have to speak I just had to watch

I run towards the studio, I don't bother to even turn the light on and sit in the corner and start crying in silence so no one could hear me but I guess I failed at that because after I started crying I heard someone come into the studio, I try not to make a single noise so who ever it was wouldn't hear me but I was so carried away with the fact that I didn't want to be seen by this person that I forgot that they could just turn the light on and easily see me.

Whatever I don't even care if this person sees me it's not like it even matters anyways

I put my head down onto my knees and start crying like before, I hear the like switch; I suddenly feel hands on me and flinch and look up quickly. It's Namjoon I can see he's worried just by looking at his face expression.

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                                Author's Note:

Hi this is my first time writing so please excuse me if this story isn't as good but I hope your atleast enjoying so far😊

A.P.