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Frozen in time

                             THREE WEEKS GO BY

I hear knocking on my door but I don't answer. It's been three weeks since the last time I ate anything. I've been laying in bed for so long, I can't even move a muscle. I feel weak, I try my best to get up and immediately I start crying because it's felt like forever seen I've seen myself in a mirror, I look so skinny and so pale. I look sick.

I hear is the door being busted open, but suddenly everything went black and I cant see anything anymore, I can kind off hear voices of people screaming and crying.

The next thing I know is that I'm waking up and a white room with all these machines and devices. My vision is blurry for a few seconds but as soon as I can see we'll I look around and next to me are the members, they are all sleeping on the couch except for one person... Jungkook

JUNGKOOK

He doesn't look so good, he looks so pale and he got so skinny. I've been awake the entire morning, and even tho I'm kinda tired I just can't keep my eyes off of him, I'm worrying a lot.

OMG HE'S AWAKE!

I immediately get up from my seat and go call a nurse, they get to the room right away and start checking everything on him including his temperature. I wake up the members and tell them that Tae woke up.

NAMJOON

I get woken up by Jungkook, I can't tell what his expression was but he certainly didn't look as sad as before, I get up from the sofa and see a nurse checkomg up on Taehyung. I tell the rest to get up from the sofa too.

Nurse: excuse me Mr. Kim

Jin/Joon: Yes?

Nurse: sorry meant the leader of the group

Namjoon: yes?

Nurse: can I speak to you outside for a moment please?

Namjoon: yes no problem

We head out of the room and I tell the others to keep an eye on Taehyung

Nurse: so I needed to tell you something very important about Taehyung

Namjoon: what is it?

Nurse: due to him not eating for three weeks he got anorexia

Namjoon: what!

Nurse: yes unfortunately, he will need to stay here for as long as it takes to get him back in his normal state. I am truly sorry, please excuse me now  I will be at the front

Namjoon: ok

I can't believe this, no no No NO!

Jimin: Namjoon what's wrong? What did she say?

Namjoon: she said-

A tear falls from my eyes

Jin: Namjoon answer the goddamn question!

Namjoon: she said Taehyung had anorexia due to the three weeks in which he didn't eat anything

Hobi: WHAT!

Jimin: I thought he was eating his food! He said he was eating his food!

They all start crying

                        | Yoongi goes up to Taehyung |

Yoongi: Tae why? Why did you lie to us?

Taehyung: I didn't know

Taehyung looks at me with a tear rolling down his eye, he knows I know why

Namjoon: Taehyung I'm sorry, but I have to tell them

Taehyung: it's ok, just please don't tell them in here

Namjoon: ok, let's go guys I have to tell you something

        We all leave the room and they all start looking at me, I take a dip breath before speaking.

Namjoon: Jimin

Jimin: yes?

Namjoon: Do you remember the day you told Taehyung you had a crush on Jungkook?

Jimin: yes, why?

                 |After explaining everything on that day|

Everyone was tearing up, but Jimin and Jungkook were shocked and just looked devastated

Namjoon: that's why in the day that we asked for you guys to be our bf's, Taehyung was crying and ran away.

Jimin: what.. so it's our fault? ~crying~

Jungkook: why? Just why? I'm such a horrible person! If I just didn't go on with the plan non of this would have happened, I'm such an idiot for forgetting that Tae was gonna be like this!

JUNGKOOK

I feel like shot right now! It's all my fault! Fuck

How come I never realized that Taehyung liked me? I had a crush on him seen the first time I saw him face to face, but after a few years of being a group and succeeding a lot. I just push my feelings a side because I didn't think he would like me back. So I started noticing how Jimin would look at me and I eventually started liking him back and forgetting all about my crush on Tae, but now that I find out that he had a crush on me I feel so horrible and just devastated.

YOONGI

what the hell! Fuck just why? Why did this have to happen to Taehyung? He's like the most sweetest person eve, he deserves so much better then this. Fuck!

NAMJOON

Hobi: what's that sound?!

We all rush into Tae's room, his body is being pushed up and down as if he were having a heart attack and his eyes are rolling up

Namjoon: SOMEONE CALL THE FUCKING NURSE NOW!

Jungkook: NURSE! NURSE! QUICKLY THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH TAEHYUNG

Nurse: I'm coming!

The nurse comes inside the room and immediately calls for back up

Nurse: I'm sorry but you guys are gonna have to wait outside

Jimin: what? What do you mean! My best friend is literally dying in there!

Nurse: I'm sorry but we really need for you guys to just stay out here until everything is alright |closes the door before anyone gets to say anything|

Jungkook: OMG WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

                
                               ~~ an hour goes by~~

Yoongi: what the fuck is taking so long?!

Hobi: calm down please, we are all worrying... I just hope everything is ok |worried|

The nurse finally comes out, and we all stand up and look at her with scared eyes due to some of the little blood stains in her uniform

Namjoon: what happened!?

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Omg this heartbreaking, I truly hope Taehyung is ok in the next chapter. I hope you guys are enjoying this story so far! :)

A.P.