Scarlett Johansson Imagines

Flowery Words [Natasha]

{Angst}

Ok you guys, I feel like uhm.... I don't know, I can't explain it..... It's just that I feel like sad? disappointed? I just I don't know, it's all mixed up emotions. I actually happy minutes ago, I actually talking and  laughing with my cousin and making funny statement but in just one click, I feel this confusing feeling, and I need to release this in any way so I decided to just write any plot Angst one shot more that to go in the corner and cry silently

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"Bye baby!" Nat said and peck my lips, she was going to her work leaving me in our apartment, well this is hers but I move in with her 2 years ago

"Take care!" And she hop in her motor bike and drive off

I just sigh and go back to the couch, I don't know but something was wrong today, I just feel it and I don't know what it is, I just wish that it will never happened again like what she promised me 2 months ago

Well me and Nat are on and off, we always agrue, I know it's sounds toxic but it's truly toxic, we always break up after 2 months and get back within just a few days and again we will break up again and get back together that's our routine

We're 3 years dating and the first year was all happy and magical but after that Nat start to change, well she always cheating on me, go slept with other woman, flirt with them like she's not taken, bring them to a just like a 3 dates and everything while we're together

But of course I love her so much that I keep coming back at her and fall for her traps, the sweet and flowery words of her, my friends actually hitting me the facts and what was going on between us just to make me realize that I deserve someone else who will treat me bettee and same as I treat them, love me more, more than I love them and their world will turning around me but I ignore them all cause I love her

I sigh and just drink my tea and watch Netflix just to take my mind off to that topic cause I don't want to doubt my girlfriend

All day I just relax myself and try to occupied myself away from the bad thoughts and she text me that she will be in the compound until 9 and I just reply 'ok and I'll make a dinner' but she didn't come home until it got 11 p.m

I frown at why she's still not home and now bad thoughts are flooding in my head again like, what if she's dating someone, what if she was doing the dirty with someone or what if she's doing it again

I just sigh and clam myself down and wait again, I grab my book and read it happy that in this way the bad thoughts are fading away

I got carried away and I finished the book and now it's 2 a.m and there's still no Natasha, I grab my phone and to see that no text even a missed called from her, so I text her

*Honey❤*

Hey, babe where are you?

Are you staying the night at the
compound?
(Sent 2:12 a.m)

Baby?

Nat?

But no answer and I sigh again and get up put my pants, coat and shoes on, my thought are getting the better of me and I will go to the compound to look for Nat

"I wish she didn't do it again!" I mumbled and take my keys and hop in my car and drive to the compound

You can't blame me if I think of this way, she already done this multiple times before and she can still do it over and over again, I'm already traumatized about it