This is the old/ original version of this story (I decided to republish it while I rewrite the new version.)
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She always thought she would be trapped in a box, punches, and hits weighing her down...
I don't understand how a man can make me feel this happy
That moment in the bathroom we had will forever be imbedded in my memory.
We confessed that the other has stolen our heart and that's one step closer to me admitting I love him
And the intimacy we had shared in the bathroom wasn't the sexual kind...more emotional
I was feeling insecure about him seeing my scars and he made me feel better about myself without even knowing that they are there
I love him
It's now several hours later we have eaten breakfast, and relaxed outside while Mia was in the pool, after a while i went upstairs to get ready for my date with Enzo
I decided to wear a simple blue bikini
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I then decided on wearing a summery dress as a cover up
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(Her dress looks something like this^)
Now I'm getting my tote ready, I'm excited but I know we will end up having some sort of talk about my cuts
I'll tell him that I was suicidal I'll just tell him that I will talk to him about the details when I'm ready and that I want this vacation to be a happy one, not one where we talk about deep dark scary past shit
"You ready to go?" Enzo asks stepping into the room as I put the sunglasses and sunscreen in my bag
"Yes" I say walking over to him smiling
"You look beautiful" h smiles down at me, he grabs my hands and gently places a kiss on my knuckles
I feel the heat on my cheeks, i try composing myself when i speak "thank you, you look nice" i smile
He chuckles and says a thank you and then we head downstairs
Ava and Matteo are gonna take Mia to a cool park near here and get some lunch together while Enzo and I are gone
