⚡Shocked⚡ | Ex Vil Oc x Denki

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⚠️ trigger warning⚠️
⚠️Cutting/Self-abuse⚠️

Dabi:
Did you kill him yet?

I just stared at my phone screen in shock and panic I couldn't say no but....I couldn't say yes ether and he's not the type to be very patient ether "Shit shit shit!"

Satiri:
I'm working on it

Yeah not like he'd be happy to hear that, "ugh this is the biggest mission I was sent on by myself how is he gonna expect it to be done in less than a week?" I got a cup of water and a cigarette then went to my room

"Fuyumi won't like it but I kinda need it right now..." I lit the cigarette and smoked a bit while drinking my water not like I was NOT gonna take her advise and drink some water before bed *Ding* "awe fuck...is it him?"

~New Message: Dabi~

"Yup..."

Dabi:
Take your time flower but don't wait too long others are looking for his head as well

Satiri:
Talk about no pressure

Dabi:
The world isn't fair satiri you need to get that through your head now or you'll be chewed up and spat back out by the world I'm only helping you

Satiri:
I'm going to bed I have school in the morning

Dabi:
Fine but remember, you don't belong there among the hero trash you belong in a place beside me as a villain understood flower?

Satiri:
*Typing*

"....."

Satiri:
Yes bubba I understand

Dabi:
Good have a nice rest my little flower! I love you

Satiri:
You too night ily

I plugged my phone up and silently cried while smoking for as long as I could remember, cigarette after cigarette but eventually it wasn't that effective yet and I ended up finding my knife in my bedside table "....no...I won't..." But the thought never left my mind I wanted relief but cigarettes didn't do it anymore and before I knew it I had smoked the whole pack "FUCK!" I threw it across the room and burned the package before looking back at the knife

"....I won't...that's too far I can't" I just sat there and cried and before I knew it I had a total of two on both arms they weren't deep enough to leave big scars or to actually cut anything important but for some reason the pain felt satisfying "I'm so tired....I need sleep it's already almost five..." I cleaned up and drank the last of my fifth cup of water and went to bed

When I woke up I cleaned and wrapped up my arms trying to make them not so noticable "damnit ow that was a stupid ass idea..." I slept in and didn't have much time to catch the train so I left without breakfast and ran into a few people trying to get to the station

I ended up catching it right before the doors closed "ugh I need a smoke...luckily there's a gas station not far from UA" only challenge is finding time to smoke, the train stopped and I got off making my way to the gas station and smoking on my walk to the school, no doubt everyone could tell I didn't have a fun time last night but since when did I care what everyone else thought. I got to the school and heard someone walking behind me "hey Sakura your running late too?" I turned and saw midoriya quickly putting out my cigarette and popping in a piece of gum

I nod a bit "yeah I slept in...you?" He had his usual nervous chuckle and smile "I uh well I slept in too hopefully aizawa won't notice were a minute late" we walked to the classroom and once I reached for the door my sleeve pulled back revealing my bandages "huh? Sakura what happened? Are you okay?" "Shit-" I opened the door and covered my arms back up "I'm fine mind your business...." We walked in and class had yet to begin "but sakura-" "you should go sit down aizawa might not have so much patience" he didn't respond but nodded and sat in his seat