CHAPTER 38

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Ng makarating ako sa room namin ay agad kong hinanap si Ethan and i saw him in the veranda may hawak itong guitara at may alal din sya sa tabi nya,...lalapit na sana ako dito ng mag simula itong tumugtog.

The song his singing is from bruno Mars titled

'When i was your man'

🎼Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man🎼

I can feel the pain in every lyrics his singing, hindi na muna ako lumapit dito at pinakinggan muna syang kumanta.

🎼My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And that haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

Hindi ko alam na kanina pa pala tumutulo ang luha ko habang dinadama ang kanta na kinakanta nya,...Ramadan ko yung sakit at pangugulila and his voice cracked na mas lalong nagpapasakit sa puso ko na gusto kong tumakbo sa kanya and hug him tight and say that i love him so much.

🎼I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man🎼

Napayuko ito at nakikita ko ang pag galaw ng balikat nito matapos itong kumanta, bumuntong hininga ito at tumayo while me,  nakatayo pa rin ako at hinayaan ang mga luha ko na mahulog,....ganon ba ako ka manhid at hindi ko manlang nararamdaman na ganon na pala sya nasasaktan?,.....nakita kong nagulat ito ng makita ako pagharap nya but when he sees me crying nag madali itong lumapit sakin at nag alala itong hinawakan ang muka ko.

"Hon...why are crying?....may masakit ba sayu?.....what happen?" Alalang tanong nito sakin kaya mas lalo akong napaiyak,...kahit nasasaktan na sya ay ako pa rin ang inaalala nya...i feel so bad.

"I.....i....*sob*.....i... i love you...*sob*" umiiyak kong sabi dito napatigil naman ito saglit pero nalaunan ay ngumiti ito ng pilit.

"Hon....h-hindi mo naman kailangan sabihin agad yan eh...k-kaya ko naman mag hintay,...i....i don't want you rush everything Savannah i can wait" i know he can pero ako hindi na,....ngayon ko lang naisip na bakit kung kailan  napagdaanan ko na lahat ng masasakit na nangyari sa buhay ko ay ngayon pa ako matatakot sumugal ulit, alam ko na nagi g selfish ako sa part na hindi ko sinabi sa kanya na mahal ko pa rin sya dahil sa kaduwagan ko but now I'm ready.

"Hindi ko sinabi yun dahil lang sa kailangan kong sabihin.........sinabi ko yun kasi yun ang nandito....yung ang sinasabi ng puso ko...*sniff*....mahal kita....mahal na mahal kita at hindi nagbago ni hindi nawala yun dahil kahit anong pilit ko mas lalo lang kitang minahal,....*sob*....I'm sorry....sorry kong natakot ako sorry kung nasaktan kita dahil hindi sa hindi ko pa kaya pero wala naman tamang panahon o oras pagdating sa love diba?....kaya gusto kong subukan ulit...gusto kong mag simula tayo ulit at hayaan ang nakaraan,....i love you Ethan...i still do....it's still you" kahit umiiyak ay ngumiti ako dito, it's a true smile came from my heart, i saw a tears in his eyes falling down his cheeks, but i can see happiness too, pinunasan ko ang mga luha nito, he close his eyes when my hands touch his cheeks at kinuha nya yun and then kiss my hands,...when he open his eyes met mine....ngumiti ito sakit with so much love and happiness, agad ako nitong niyakap ng mahigpit and i did the same, i miss him so much, i miss his hugs

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