you were good to me ❃

anniversary

Nam Yujin

i miss her<

> yeah and you keep telling me everyday. she didn't deserve you. she treated you like trash and you're here crying for her.

that girl is so dumb, why didn't YOU just dump her? so basic and common, what did you even see in her anyway?

im unique, and way better. im not like those other girls, atleast not like that girl you called yours

im your ex, i know you very well, more than anyone does. i know you more than you know yourself..

why don't we just get back together?

i was the one you loved before her. im your first love.

and we still talked behind her back, don't forget.

i know you still love me.

cmon, darling. let's try again.

oh shut up<

atleast she didn't cheat behind my back and decided to reveal it on our anniversary

i shouldn't be talking to you in the first place

because it wasn't you who threw me away. i took the trash out and i dont want it back.

maybe i dated you first but i loved her truly, more than you. don't call me darling, go call that to your nth ex who dumped you like the shit you are

all my feelings for you are long gone

you're such a fool to cheat on me then think you can get another chance
december 5 | 12:05 a.m

> that's what makes us so alike baby
i cheated on you, you cheated on her with me

well, even if it was only for a month

i still filled in the gaps she couldn't

cause i know you so well, and you agree too

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I tossed my phone away, rubbing my eyes and then turning around to glance at the dark night sky. Why did I even think texting my ex about my ex whom I don't want to accept as an ex was a good idea?

my mind went on, replaying memories of the past; a past i wished to forget.

how I had betrayed her, during the sixth month of our relationship. im sorry.

you are really something else, for forgiving me nonetheless regardless of everything I've done to you.

damn, maybe I really deserve this.

rolling my eyes to myself, my vision focused on the starless night skyview. so dark and lonely, like my heart that still longs for you.

with you, the stars used to shine so brightly.

but now, the light is all gone.

like stars that grow old to become nebulas that don't glow anymore, our love grew into something that couldn't live anymore.

thank you for all the good memories.

december 5, 2021.

happy second anniversary, my love. i miss you.