Off The Ice

Chapter 19

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Mentions of eating  disorders and bullying
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~Suga~

"Hi..."

His voice was deep and so calming. Suga let out a shaky breath he didn't know he was holding in. Just hearing the man speak made him feel better.

"Hi..."

"God you really do sound like an angel."

"*laughs* shut up..."

"*chuckles* god you're so cute."

Suga blushed and bit his lip, trying not to literally freak out.

"Are you doing alright?"

"*sigh* I mean, better now honestly."

"Well that's good...do you want to talk about it? If not then I can just distract you with my sexy ass voice."

Suga giggled.

"What is my voice not sexy?"

"I didn't say that. It's calming honestly."

"And sexy?"

"Sure Daichi, and sexy."

He laughed and Suga smiled. Fuck this was bad...

"So...distraction or talk?"

"...talk, I think..."

"If you start talking and it becomes too much then we can switch to distraction."

"Really?"

"Yes Suga, whatever you are comfortable with, don't push yourself alright."

"Okay..."

"Breathe and take your time."

Suga took a deep breath and sighed.

"umm, well I mean I already told you that the hockey team we share a rink with is always harassing us."

"Yes, the pricks."

"*giggle* umm well today some stuff went down which isn't really important but I was in their locker room, kinda yelling at one of the team members who hurt Oikawa and uhh the like main guy who gives us shit came in and like I'm used to their harassment so I didn't think he could say much that would get to me but..."

Suga trailed off, feeling his words getting stuck in his throat.

"Remember, only share what you are comfortable with. It's your call."

Suga sighed and leaned his head back against the wall, looking up at the plain boring ceiling.

"in the past, I have struggled with eating...fuck umm no... I have an eating disorder. Anorexia if you uhh know what that is."

"I do"

"Okay good, I didn't really feel like explaining it but uhh yeah. I mean im getting better I mean I'm a lot better but I guess if anyone comments on like me gaining weight because I mean like I have. When it was really bad I weighed like 90 pounds and was so thin so like now, well I don't actually know how much I weigh, but I know I gained weight because I'm getting healthier but since those...pricks were around when I was like that they know I guess I gained weight and so today one of them commented on it and I just...can't..."

He took in a shaky breath as tears started to escape his eyes. He sniffled quietly. "Sorry..." he mumbled into the phone.

"Hey, you have absolutely no reason to be sorry, okay? Those guys are fucking assholes and the fact that you have to deal with their shit constantly is fucked up. If I could, I would beat the shit out of them."