But im just not good enough -- Tommyinnit angst

Chapter 1

Soooo im feeling so much better -- So happy that I finally have my first chapter out and I hope you all enjoyyy cause tbh im not even sure this will be good so im not sure if this will be the best  -- But I will tryyy

Tw !  There will be mentions of Crying,  Abuse, Depression, Negative thoughts

I don't really know what might trigger people so if it seems to be alot or not needed I'm just taking precations because I care for all readers :)

If there is any TW that I miss or that you find please let me know and I will make sure to add them from now on

Tommy Pov
I just woke up from another regular beating from my father because I must have blacked out. Not to my surprise My head feels like its spinning and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. No one loves me or cares for me and it's not like anyone will. The only people who would slightly care for me are my friends. Yeah at least they would care for me.

What are you talking about

Stop lying to yourself

You know they hate you

That is not true my fr- my friends dont hate m- me do they? *ding*

* 1 discord notifications *

Tubbo - Hey tommy wanna stream on the smp rn?

Tommy - Uh yeh sure why not just lemme set up real quick

Tubbo - Okay when your done join VC 1 also Ranboo will be joining is that okaY?

Tommy - Yeh thats fine I'll be on soon

Tubbo - alright see you then

Great now I have to stream with Tubbo and I dont even want to and especially with Ranboo because they are my two very close friends. I also havent streemed in ages so I will either have to cover my bruises or maybe just have my cam off. I would probably be better of just keeping my camera of I mean I look like an absolute mess. Not like anyone will notice or care.

I hope you enjoyed my first chapter -- I know its not very good as I am working on my writing style atm -- sorey if there are any spelling mistakes during this book I am not very good at spellingg

please forgive my long absence I will try to make it a priority to get atleast 1 or 2 more chapters within the next week or week and a half

If you have anything to tell me please comment it and I will try to answer you :)

Yours truley - Boba

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