Our little secret

Chapter 20: Bombardment

The feelings I have for Jay, and the way he feels about me seemed to grow more each day and moment. It felt stronger, right, and made complete sense.

He respects me in a level I admire, and I say that with utmost confidence because he introduced me to his friends and officially as his girlfriend to his family, and so did I. He never questions what I do, and neither do I.

He publicly acknowledges his love,respect, and admiration for me and isn't even slightly hesitant about it.

It took a while for my parents to process it, but they loved Vijay. They always have. So this was a no brainer.

Days turned to weeks, and weeks turned into months. Things started to settle and we were in a good place.

One day after a late movie night, when my parents went out for a reception party, he dropped me to my place.

"Mmmm bye.." I say as I break away from the bye kiss

"Just a little bit longer...pleaaaase." He says as he pulls me in to kiss me more. This time, more intense. I felt his hands run up my back from my hips and held the back of my neck with one hand while the other was wrapped around my waist.

I felt a small bite at my lower lip and squealed as I broke away "Jay! Ive gotta go..." I try to pull away but he shuts me up and kisses me again. Leaned against the door, my arms wrapped around his neck as his make their way down my sides. It all gave me goosebumps and I felt an arousal climb up my body slowly as he began kissing my neck.

"Mmm Jay... please!" I moan and grab his hair

"Please what?" He snaps up and looks straight into my eyes, his lips a millimeter away from mine.

I open the door, and pull him in as I say "Please don't stop..." and before we knew it, his jacket was off, my sweater fell between my feet, shoes off, and so on as we paced to my bedroom.

I pushed him onto the bed, and straddled him as I took his shirt off and he pulled my top off in a flash.

We stopped as he looked at me "You sure?"

I nod my head repeatedly and felt a shift as he flipped me onto the bed, and things escalated quickly.

We realized we didn't have a condom and decided to head to the pharmacy in the morning for a plan b pill. We didn't want to wait. This was a moment we didn't want to wait out on. I made sure on my app that I wasn't ovulating or anything, and gladly I wasn't even close.

It was my first time, I was in love with this man. Deeply, irrevocably and madly and Jay loved me the same, probably and possibly even more. It felt right. It felt perfect.

I heard him say I love you at least a thousand times in those few hours we were together in my room, making love and talking, and making love again.

The more we did it, the more we wanted to do it again. We finally came to a breaking point when my parents texted me that they were on their way home.

"I love you..." Jay held me in his arms and gave me a long and passionate kiss to die for before he walked to his car.

"I love you more." I said and pulled him in for a quick kiss again.

"I don't want to leave... I just don't." He said

"I don't want you to either but if you don't, my parents are gonna kill me" I chuckle.

"I may be leaving now, but J, I really want you to know that I never... ever... will leave. Never." He said as he placed his hand over my cheek.

"I know." I said and he smiled. Kissed my forehead and drove home.

My parents came shortly after and we had pizza together.

"So, how's Vijay?" My mom asked

"Oh he's fine...we went for a movie earlier today and he dropped me home."

"That's nice." My dad said as he bit into his pizza

I couldn't stop smiling. Blushing and gushing over him. That day was one of the most beautiful days of my life so far.

I heard a notification sound on my phone. Assuming it was Vijay I open it, but it wasn't from him.

It was an unknown number

*Hi, I'm going to visit next week. I was hoping we could talk?

Confused, I reply

*umm who is this?

*Jules... it's Mason.

Fuck no.