I am the Nanny of the Villain

12

    Blood. Very red and dark red blood was dripping from Sarah's mouth. She hurriedly covered her mouth with her hand, but couldn't stop blood flowing from between her fingers. Sarah groaned once more and muttered as she gasped for breath only after she vomited more blood.

    "Tsk. Is this too much?"

    Ambrosia's power covets and takes away life. In order to revert that power, it required mana that contained life force as well. To solve Claude's misfortune, she had to erase the buds of this curse that had manifested in the little child.

    From the moment she found out about it, she decided not to use Sarah Millen's mana and life force. She would probably die prematurely if she ran out of her mana, which contained her vitality. She had to be by Claude's side for a long, very long time and do her best for his happiness.

    'I have to live long. I'm going to live a long time.'

    She had to buy time to be with Claude. So Sarah decided to draw and use the mana of Park Hyeyeon, another soul still vaguely connected to her. It took as much as six years for that to happen.

    During the six-year period, she conducted research on how to receive the mana of Park Hyeyeon from her Millen's body as the main research. The final goal of the study was the death of Park Hyeyeon, another self of Sarah.

    "If she's faded to this extent, she's going to die."

    Since the soul was connected, some of the symptoms that Park Hyeyeon received also appeared in Sarah. As what she was using was Park Hyeyeon's vitality, there would be no damage to Sarah's body, she was just pouring out some blood and suffering from weak anemia. Her stamina was also running low a bit.

    "Ugh."

    Sarah covered her mouth as she felt like she was about to vomit her blood once more. She had become accustomed to the sensation of her inner churning every time she vomited blood. Perhaps Park Hyeyeon's body was feeling more serious pain than she felt now. If she vomited blood a few more times like this, Park Hyeyeon might die.

    'That's not bad either.'

    Even if she went to the other world and revised the novel, she couldn't change this already twisted fate. She had lived two lives at the same time throughout her life. There were times when it felt like a curse to live in two completely different worlds together. The gap when Park Hyeyeon, who lived in a world without a status system, returned to the world where Sarah Millen, who lived in a strong status system. She struggled to live a normal life while hiding as much as possible her feelings of not belonging to anywhere and her excessive abilities given to her.

    "Fuu…..."

    After Sarah had calmed down a bit, she lifted her head. So when she decided to give up on Park Hyeyeon's life, it would be a lie to say she wasn't happy. Because she was finally able to end the two lives she had been getting sick of coming and going.

    Now, the only thing left was to quickly end Park Hyeyeon's life, separate her soul, and make her mana belong to Sarah Millen entirely, so that she could gather the mana to neatly erase Ambrosia's power. It was something that only Sarah Millen, who had the strongest mana in the world, could do.

    "I didn't know life would be this tough, Park Hyeyeon."

    Sarah's voice muttered bitterly. Six years was too short to draw out all the mana Park Hyeyeon had. It was also very inconvenient to have to vomit blood over and over again. It didn't look good, and it was perfect for buying unnecessary worries from the people next to her.