fight for me

3 - a mess without you

HEY SHAWTY BAES

I MISSED U GUYS

merry late x-mas!!! i posted for xmas but gotta say it again

i hope santa brought u all a vinnie shaped present <3

IM GNA UPDATE HHMN AND THIS BOOK AGAIN NEXT WEEK!! winter break is wonderful lol i acc have time to just sit and watch tv and read and write.

granted, i still have scholarship essays to write butttttt that's a problem for later lol 

anyways, life update since i didn't really do one in the hhmn update!

uhhh let's see

my life is kinda uneventful lately

im scared my ex bsf might out me lol had a crisis

i think im gonna get my nose pierced on my 18th without telling my mom, she'll kill me but oh well!

almost got involved in a love triangle! then decided not to do that to myself

jacob mf day saw my tiktok where i basically begged him to choke me LMFAOOO

gonna write a story abt him btw😏 i have the draft sitting but i'm prob not gonna start it until i finish either this story or hhmn, it'll be impossible to write 3 stories at once i'm barely managing 2 LOL

my fave barnes and nobles is getting shut down </3 

i really can't think of anything else wow

okay lets get into it LOL

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song recs -- i do in fact have a playlist for this story, check my spotify profile! 

i hope ur miserable until ur dead by nessa

loner by maggie lindemann 

13 missed calls by zach hood

it's not your fault by maggie lindemann

don't blame me by taylor swift 

LIPS by jxdn

champagne by lia marie johnson

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daily reminder that thoughts are in bold 

y/n's pov:

"we should probably get back, kas might kill ethan while we're gone."

and would that really be all that bad? 

if i'm lucky, she'll kill you too.

"i'm gonna stay up here for a bit. be down soon."

"i'm not leaving you alone up here, either come with or i'm staying."

oh my god

can he not catch a fucking hint? i want to be alone.

"i kinda wanna be alone, if you don't mind."

"not gonna happen."

he plopped back down onto the bed and you groaned out in frustration.

"aaron, i'm asking you nicely to please get out. i don't want to be around you or ethan right now. stop treating me like i'm a fucking wreck, i'm a lot stronger than you make me out to be."