Love Me Worse

Unburied Secrets

"Hold on im sending you a picture of this letter from uncle tone to mama this is so crazy"She said

I looked at the picture she sent and zoomed in on a part of a letter that read

"Everybody already say she look like me,and she do you need just be real and admit it she is mines isn't she?"

I scroll over and my mothers letter responding back

"I already told you Andrea is mines and mines only nigga and even if she is yours it aint like you gon leave Sky and come take care of us so don't worry bout us you just focused on the 7 years ima make she sure don't need for shit she will never need you for anything she will never need you at all"

Im looking at this like wow

Unlce tone and my mama ?? this cant be real no way they hate eachother

"Whats wrong"Devante asked me

"My uncle tone is my father"I said

Josh and Devante both said "what" at the same time

"Devante I'll meet you at the awards Josh take me to my mothers house right now !"I demanded

"You can't go your hair isn't finished"The hair stylist said

"Ive gotta go"I said

"You gon be good"Devante asked

"I just wanna look her in eyes I need to know if this is true "I said

"No fighting promise me you pregnant I don't want nothing to happen to yall"He said touching my stomach

"No fighting I promise"I said

Josh drove me all the way to my mother house

Half of my hair still in rollers my make up beat to the gods and Im wearing this expensive ass gown

I didn't care about anything but one thing

I knocked on the door

She opened the door she was looking all dolled up

I stormed in and she had some old bald nigga over

"Who died"She asked

I looked at her and said "who is my father !"

"What"She said

"Who is my father Stacy"I asked just to see if she would lie to me

She shrugged her shoulders and said "I don't know I told you it was a one night stand"

"So my Uncle tone isn't my father so you wasnt fucking yo big sister boyfriend"I asked

She lost for words now "Whahuh"looking dumb than thats how I knew thats how I knew

"Oh my god all this time all this time I've been asking you who my father is and you been lying to me"I said getting upset

She also started getting emotional

She couldn't even say it out her own mouth

I shook my head "After all the shit you done to me this has got to be the worst"

I felt betrayal I felt like everything I knew was a lie I felt stupid

She finally threw her hands up and said "I was young I was stupid"

I pointed my finger at her and I said "No! you don't get to make excuses!.......not this time "

"Andrea"She said