When I got back to Atlanta I was so empty and so numb inside
I was fucking sad
My sister is gone and she ain't coming back my husband is having a baby with somebody else and all we do is fight
We had the biggest argument right before my sister funeral
My mental is so fucked up right now Im trying my hardest to keep strong but Im not the same grief will do that to you
A bitch is weak and is in constant pain right now and I don't know how much more I can take before I fucking break down
Soon as I got back home my baby was sitting in his playpen
He saw me and his whole little world lit up he gets so excited when he see his mama
The feeling is mutual cause I loves my babycakes
I started smiling and picked my baby up and started kissing him
"Mama's baby....did you miss mommy"I asked
And he just smiled at me
He had only a diaper on
"Where's your clothes at"I said
Devante walked in the room and he didn't say nothing to me he turned on the game and sat down on the couch
I mean we didn't exactly leave on good terms last time we saw eachother but damn this nigga energy was so cold towards me
Welp,Atleast Santana is happy to see me
I gave Santana a nice warm bubble bath with that sleepy time bath baby wash stuff
Put his pjs on and a nice bottle of milk his little ass was knocked out
Santana was laying In our bed under me sleep
Devante comes in the bedroom turning on the lights being loud
"Sssh"I said to him
"Drizz he been sleeping in his own room every since you been gone"He said
"Well he sleep now Im not finna wake him up by moving him"I said
"What you mean ?! he not finna sleep in the bed with us "He said
"Im not finna move my baby cause you mad nigga bye"I said
"Who mad ?"He said
"Apparently you"I said
"About?"He said
I didn't say nothing and rolled my eyes
"Exactly you the reason why that lil nigga already spoiled now cause you keep sleeping with this nigga in the bed"He said
"He's fucking 5 months"I said
"That nigga got a whole ass room with his own bed I can't even stretch out in my own fucking bed cause you always putting him in our bed"He said
"Well He's my baby I can't sleep without him"I said
"Right thats whats wrong with his ass now this yo first fucking baby I got four kids I know better than you"He said
"You mean you got four kids and a baby on the way Santana is my one and only"I said
He attempted to move Santana but I pushed his hands back
"You gon wake him up!"I said
"I don't care he sleeping in his own bed"He said
I got out of the bed
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Love Me Worse
General FictionWARNING ⚠️ MATURE CONTENT ⚠️ Toxic relationships most of us been through em some of us still going through em but what happens when the shit is toxic but the the love is real Andrea aka Drizz and Devante might give you a new perspective on toxic r...
