A/N :So sorry i couldn't make a chapter for you guys ..also rated r if you don't like why df you reading my shit
Lyra journal ,
hey well i was at the hospital i know you wonder why well my best friend ..Damien always have to fuck shit up .why shoot her why not just push her and tell her to stfu like you tell me .Why show her your abusive side just like you show me all the time .I wonder how damien would feel if i took my life with a gun or anything .I ask damien what she wanted to do when she get older but her ass said this "same thing I'm doing now ".What the hell same thing so beating my ass making me feel low down dirty ,hiding abuse from you ..I ask her can we have a family she just walk out and called some bitch named kim wtf kim really ?
"Hey can i come over my girl asking all them question again "-she said
"Oh really i'm asking all them question wtf "-i said in my head
The damn bitch said yea boo you can ..
"Oh really boo ?,boo ..REALLY BOO!!!"-i said in my head getting a little more pissed but feeling a tear fall
Then damien ass going to laugh..I ran to our room getting a little teary eyed .That's when damien walked in looking at me like wtf why you crying for look .She walked over and said softly ..
"Why you crying babe ?"-she said
"Because you never answer my question then you going to call a bitch named Kim ,you acting like i can't hear i have ears you know God gave it to me for a reason ..and i'm damn well going to use it "-i said
Her whole face experssion changed when i said that to ..(damn what did i do now i'm get my ass beat !!).She softly spoke ,trying to keep clam with me ..
"Babe don't call Kim a bitch you know i hang with other girls why you tripping "-she said
"Oh it's ok if you hang with other lesbian girls ,but i can't?! "-raising my voice
"WHY THE FUCK YOU YELLING FOR ?!"-she said raising her voice back
~Don't do it Lyra don't yell back ..you know what she going to do don't do it ..
"Because i can damn"-i said
Damien raised her eye brow with a o really expression ..
"Did you just say i can damn ?"-she ask
"Yess "-I said being honest
"Know what you what to be honest ..so i am to "-she said with no emotion
"I was cheating on you the whole time with Kim yea i fucked her ..yea i have feelings for her .She not the only damn girl i fucked i even fucked Nikki shit ..You just so damn in my business i keep shit from you Lyra so yea "-she said
My hurt was breaking in pieces i never ever cheated on her before but with Nikki really nikki ?.A tear fell from my eyes .I fell to the ground crying like a damn baby ..all she did was look at me with no expression
"Why Damien ?"-i said
"Why cheat on me?:"
"Why break my heart ?"
"Why ???
tears and more tears came down my eyes
"Babe ?"-she said
"W-h-a-t ?"-i said still crying
"I'm sorry ?"-she said
"N-o your not you are never sorry on anything you do to me "-I said
She came over and pick me up ,and lay ed me on the bed kissing my neck ..I moaned as she was going down taking off my panties and unsnapping my bar.As she went down on me she trailed her tongue all over my curves,She mostly spend an extra time sucking my n*pples .I quivered when she put it in her mouth,I was begging her for more .After she flicked her tonuge on them ,she went down and flicked on my wetness and tasted me .I hissed her name ..it got louder as the deeper she went in my wetness .Soon i flipped her over and started kissing her neck,she moan a little then stopped ..Her phone went off
Fuck i said in my head really really right now really !!?!
"Hello"-she said trying to caught her breath
I simled a little at that ..
"A dam you need to come to the trap and bring yo girl "-some said
"Why i have to bring my girl ?"-she asked
"Because everyone bringing they girl nigga "-some one said
"Iight bye "-she siad
"I know i have to get dressed "-i said
"Yea sorry we coln't finish i make it up i promise "-she said
"Mhmm "-i said and winked
When we arrived at the trap house ...
TBC...
hope you like
~misty
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