New Girl In Swellview: Chenry Fanfiction

family issues 🤕🤕

Chars POV

It's been a day and no calls from my mom garrhhh the least she could do is check up on me a hey daughter you okay just wouldn't kill she's just keeps on giving me more reason to hate her and l don't wanna hate her at least not now not without giving her a chance ,l know dad leaving was harsh on her but hey l don't deserve this l also deserve some love at least
I already left the Hart resident like an hour ago l had told them my mom called and said she was home , l knew l had stayed longer at their place and l didn't wanna ruin it or have them thinking am some kid with a mother that doesn't give a shit about her l knew it was true but still wasn't
something l was ready to agree on
"Charlotte"why are you sitting on the porch my mom asked whilst standing behind me why am l sitting in the porch this woman has the nerve to ask as to why am sitting here " oh cause you forgot we moved and that l don't have any house keys "
I tried to conceal the anger laced behind my words and she didn't even reply she just unlocked the door and headed inside great am just invisible to her. I just grabbed my bag and headed straight to my room l can't deal with this right now l know dad
Ieft l wish he was here maybe things would be different

<<Time skip>>
I spent the past hours staring at the ceiling thinking about how things used to be when dad was still here when all of a suddenly stomach started to growl checking the time l noticed it was seven and for me that meant dinner time l decided to head down figured mom would be done cooking l literally run down the stairs " mom what's for dinner "l shout after l reach the bottom step just to find her sitting on the couch drinking some vodka and from where l was l could hear her mumble a few harsh words the ones that caught my attention where when she said you want dinner on your plate you just don't get what you like princess ,your dad left me in life you never get what you want really that's how it works that's life dearie those where the last words she said before passing out .l headed to the kitchen to search for food at least to eat dang it there's no morsel of food in this house and am seriously hungry am so over this first she leaves me with no freaking keys and doesn't bother to ask if am ok if am finding the new place okay and now here we are with no food in the whatsoever screw her with each passing day l grow to hate her
I juc need a break ,l juc wanna get out of this house ,just wanna run away live this place far behind l changed into my whiteCalvin Klein sports bra. ,and a pair of blue leggings and my white air max sneakers ,after that l grabbed my phone and ear pods and l went for a run l might as well grab some food on the way after leaving the house l started blasting drowning by Anna Clendening weird song but right now l literally felt like shit and l was drowning in my own thoughts and the sad part is l had no one to save me no one to pray for me l was on my own on the outside it looked like l had it all figured out but the truth is l was just messed up l was broken but still holding on .l let the lyrics sink in my favourite part was when she sang the words
Am drowning
My head's above the ocean
Am drowning
The pressure is surrounding but the water is calm around

Is the pain really there damn
If l slip away not even a trace would anyone care would anyone
Cause am going down ..........

This song had the gears in my head turning will my mom notice if l went missing if l disappeared into thin air would she realise her daughter's gone

<<Time skip >>
I finally reached at Tucker's Res restaurant l went and sat in one of their booths and waited for someone to come and take my order it was just weird having someone in a full on sport kit inside a restaurant but l didn't care l guess my mind was just pre occupied "miss what would you like to have " l heard someone ask and l could tell they were agitated how has she been standing here for *urhm l will just grab a beggar ,french fries and a latte to go please " l said the waitress finally came back with my food after a few minutes and a bill and this whole meal cost me good five dollar notes l guess l need to find a job soon ,haha you all must think am crazy but hey it's safe to say for my mom am just a glitch in her life am there but completely invisible and having to ask for money from her is just gonna be hard and she might create a scene so l think it's best if I just try and fend for give her some space she needs it it's like am the only remindal of my dads existence she burnt everything that belonged and l guess instead of being burnt l got shut out l hate it but l guess that's how life works like she said we don't get what we want

<<Time skip>>

I ran through the hall ways of Riverton all l wanted to do was get to my locker and drop off a few books before l run for it l looked sideways to make sure if the cost was clear before l made a run for it l reached the parking lot my eyes searching for one particular face when l didn't see him l ran to unhinge my bicycle maybe today l was safe from the devil himself to my dismay l here his horrid laugh behind me and l just freeze l know there's no escape now no revelation " tryna run away from me doll " he hissed "stand up and come here "he shouts before spitting where l was and l juc state at the ground before standing up slowly "bitch l ain't got time l tell you to stand you do so you hear "he says before kicking me on the stomach and l just lay there he yanks my hair using it to pull me before asking me if l wanted a tattoo and l just shook my head and he just dragged me to the hood of his car where he put my bare back on top of his cars hood that had been sitting in the sun for the past  ten hours "no
please stop please am sorry" I beg and the monster in front of me just laughs and all l do is sob

With that l wake up panting and sobbing and l just grab my legs and curl myself into a ball l just think of life before Swellview it makes my stomach churn .I crawl to my drawer and grab my Ativan l pop one into my mouth and the effects start to keep and l don't feel a thing no happiness no sadness just empty and with that l stare into the night .

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