Caught between two worlds

Chapter twenty two - a second chance?

Zack's POV

I held her so tight like I was afraid she was going to disappear.

Like she wasn't real.

I heard it all, from the beginning to the end and I can't believe I put her in so much pain and she was still protecting me.

"My father taught me that, no matter how much someone you care for hurts you, you should always protect them from far away. So far they don't know it's really you..... you would feel even worse if something bad happened to them."

She shouldn't feel like I don't care for her because I do so god damn much that I would seriously think about making a time machine and go back in time to fix it all...

But I can't...

Right now I have her in my arm and that's all that matters. I will never let her go. Ever.

I looked down at her and she was asleep. She looked so peaceful when she was sleep like nothing has ever happened.

Like everything was alright.

But of course it wasn't and I have to prove myself to her that I'm worth another chance. That we're worth another chance to make each other happy.

But how?

After about an hour of thinking, I finally have a plan that will make her see that I care.

I just hope she will like it.

After another hour Trixie started to move and in a second she was on her feet.

"What's wrong?"

She looked around the room and then lastly on me and looked at me with a sad face.

"I shouldn't have slept there I'm so sorry for disturbing you."

Before I could say anything she was out of the room.

What the fuck just happened?

While I was deep I thought I heard the door open and when I looked up, Blake was at the door looking at me with confusion.

"If you're here to ask me what happened, I don't know, she just woke up and said that she's sorry for disturbing me and that she shouldn't have slept here."

"She is probably confused with the whole thing. She'll come around."

"Yeah about that....."

"What? What did you do now?"

Anger started to grow in his eyes.

"Shit man, easy. I didn't do anything. I just needed your help."

"Ooh okey then, what do you need help with?"

"You see, I was thinking about how I have to earn that second chance, even though she actually wants to try herself, I want to show her that I really want that second chance."

I looked at Blake to see if he understand and he nods at me then asks.

"Where do I come into the picture?"

"Chill, I was going to come to that part. I want you to help me find out seven things she loves the most so that starting two days from now, I will be giving her these things and have a date with her. Of course if she agrees, otherwise I will just show her with little things because I know that she doesn't like things like fancy restaurants and expensive stuff."

"That sounds like a good idea, but I have one question and it's been bothering me."

"What?"

"How the hell am I going to find out what she likes? did you think about that before you thought out your master plan?"

"Shit dude, I don't know. It's not like her best friend is your fucking girlfriend you twerp!"

Blake fell silent as if he's processing everything I said.

"I'm just gonna walk out that door and pretend I did not just ask a really stupid question."

He was about to walk out when I spoke up.

"Will you help me ?"

"You got a lot of shit to fix dude, but sure I'll help. I'll go and ask her right now actually."

"I know I do... Thank you Blake."

"No problem Zack."

He flashed a smile and walked out. Now I'm alone with me and my thoughts.

I can't believe I put them all through this. I'm their god damn Alpha and this is me protecting them? What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't believe myself....

Before my thoughts became worse, someone shut the door and locked it.

When I looked up I saw a very pissed Nikkie.

Her arms where crossed over her chest, she had a look that could seriously kill me and she was tapping her foot impatiently.

Ooh shit. Damn it Blake, I should've known you would say it to her.

"So, I heard you wanted my help."

With that, she walked over to the chair next to my bed and sat down, waiting for my explanation.

Well shit.

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