Y'know those moments when you feel out of place? like as if your a rook moving diagonal. Well I feel like that all the time. I feel trapped in a way. Like I'm in a cage wanting more then I have. Sometimes I wish I was a boy, they are so perfect... They get to express them self's in a manly manner without being judged. Once when I was little I stole my brothers clothes. When my family saw me they got so mad. I don't know why though... they've always felt a little distant though. But anyways it's so silly right? I try to push these feelings down because well, I'm not a boy and I never will be. I will never be a real boy so I don't know why I want to be so bad. I dread looking in the mirror because every time I do I see her. Every time someone calls me a girl I cringe because '𝘀𝗵𝗲' is not me. I wonder if there is anyone else like me. Probably not because no one is as selfish as I am. At least that's what my parents say.
