...We're Dads. (NAMJIN)

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"yoongi i'm serious you can't tell anyone....it's our secret, do you understand?"

"..i understand.."

"good now don't leave the car until i'm inside the building, ok?"

"..ok..but w-wonpil what does this mean now..?"

he looked at me

"...are we t-together now?"

he closed his eyes

"um y-yoongi look uh-"

i started to softly cry

"you're so young.."

"b-but not too young to-"

"dont yoongi! this this was a mistake-"

my heart literally stopped

"a mistake..?"

"y-yoongi-"

"wonpil...this was my first time..y-you took my-"

he turned away from me

"wonpil please-"

"don't leave the car until i'm inside the building"

i flinched as the car door slammed shut

why?

yoongi why?

i laid on the seat

i couldn't cry

not yet

i cant process what just happened

i don't know if it hurt

i don't know if i'm ok

i don't know what to do

i'm scared

i'm-

my hearing focused

"rain."

it was raining

i sat up slowly

pulling up my pants and buttoning then back up

i got out the car door facing away from the building

i walked to the entrance of the dance

"bro he's like...a child?"

"no no he's mature"

"so what now?"

"he's my new...toy-"

my heart dropped

toy..

he still thinks i'm gonna be with him after tonight?

he said he wouldn't tell anyone..

it hasn't even been 20 minutes...

disgust filled me up

shit i hadn't even turned the corner but i could hear him clear as day imagine who else heard

who else knew

that he...

that he

he...used me..?

i clenched my eyes tightly as i felt the walls getting closer

the pedestal i had put him on crumbled to the ground right before my eyes

the saint i once worshiped was nothing but a false prophet