Thoughts Ni Author

Unfair

I'm being unfair with someone I love.

A lot of bad things happened. And he always puts me first.

And now, he needs me and I can't put him first.

Gusto ko bumawi pero paano? I want to hug him kaso...

Pinatawad niya ako pero nararamdaman ko pa rin tong heavy sa heart ko kasi hindi ko siya mabigyan ng time para sa aming dalawa and hindi ko naiibabalik yung ibinigay nya sakin.

Pwede ko bang iuntog yung sarili ko? Para mawala na yung worries ko sa ibang maliliit na bagay so I can give him the comfort and love he needs from me?

Gusto kong pilitin sarili ko, para maibigay ko sa kanya yung pagkukulang ko as his other half.

Pero will he be happy if pipilitin ko sarili ko?