Beyond curious, at this point. What if.. I was an actual girl?
This whole "princess" thing was kind of a phase. But it also.. Kinda makes me come to think there are still avenues I'm willing to explore, even if they do, in fact, affect my portrayed masculinity.
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What would it feel like to, you know, suddenly gain female breasts? To be a normal flat guy then suddenly just have this his huge pair of bouncy responsiblity out on display, meant to be tended to and cared for, thus signifying a change of gender by leap of logic?
I wonder how I would sleep day-to-day. If I would fall for temptations attached to strange fantasies I have. Would even still consider myself a man? Or, perhaps, trans? Would I accept that going about in public with new additional assets would get me stared at if I'm not a "normal" girl?
So many questions. And there are still many more to ask. Like.. Why would I have such an odd desire anyway?
The joking answer is simple. I've given myself the role of Princess. Therefore, would it not be appropriate to act and look the part all the way through?
I suppose there is one more thing I'm missing though. Aside from breasts, there's my awfully inconsistent voice. Easy-ish fix. I'll voice train. Transgender people do that. So do singers, voice actors, and announcers.
People that accomplish stuff, you know?
I'm planning om doing a lot. One of these things is becoming a Vtuber.
Believe it or not, I've technically already done that. Here's a pic for ya, peeps.
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That's my female vtuber avatar from an app called Reality. It's not my main avatar, but I love it to death. Reality gave me an opportunity I thought was once nearly unreachable.
I should make a princess variant so I can post it here and see what you peeps think.
I'm not very good at structuring stories, so thanks for reading my self-discovery rant. Maybe one day I'll get to explore this feeling more. And as a side note, I know I've already posted a chapter on boobs, lol. But my curiousity has grown quite a lot more since then. I'm an adult, after all.
I also don't have a girlfriend so I can't go asking my mom about s weird topic like female breasts. I'm crazy, but not that confident to spill the beans like that.
So the next step is probably exploring them virtually. Like in vrchat. And then maybe real life one day? Because why not?
